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No Love

August POV

"I don't know how I'm going to break it to her but it got to be down." I took a breath and walked into the living room. I saw Nicki sitting on the couch in one of my t-shirts. I cleared my throat and she spun her head around then smiled.

"Hey Auggie." She said.

"Uh, Hi Nic." I spoke lowly then rubbed the back of my neck. I walked over to the couch and took a seat on the far end. I could she her getting up to come closer so I knew it was now or never.

" Red light! You know I can't make this thing that official," Nicki looked alittle confused so i continued. "Believe we had a great night but I ain't the type to tell you that I miss you. Shit, you don't like that I make this easy, leaving after sexing on the floor." I smirked knowing i put it down last night. Then my smirk quickly faded as i opened my mouth again. "Baby I know you need me, like I need you. But I'm not the one you wanna love."

I looked down into my lap then up into her face. She was crying. Now i felt like shit. 

"Come here Nicki." I opened my arms for her to lay in them. Nicki scooted closer and i hugged her tight. I pushed her chin up with my finger and looked her in the eyes.

"Look, So just pop a couple bands with a nigga like me. Loving ain't the same with a nigga like. You use to them but ain't no loving me."

Nicki wiped her tears and spoke"But August, I love you for real and i know no feelings just sex but.."

"I hear what you was saying and girl it's clear to see. You should just drink a couple drinks with a nigga like me. You probably go insane with a nigga like me. Let's just party till we can't, ain't no loving me. And I'm the one to blame, ain't no loving me. So don't come looking for love." I said interrupting her.

She sobbed a little hard into my chest. I hugged her tight and began to speak again. 

"Shawty if you looking for somebody and you tryna settle down... Its not me. But when you need that late night. We can both make love to the daylight. You got it girl, but you know I can't stay right?"

She lifted her head and took a deep breathe, "August you know, I'm here to save you. Me and them girls, we ain't the same boo! You know I hate it, when you leave me cause you love it then you leave it. But you know how bad I need it! You're so fuckin' conceited! Why you coming over weeded! " She punched me in the chest knocking the wind out of me. Nicki stood and pushed my head back with her finger.

"You can't treat me like you treat them! Yes, I am the crème de la crème! Yes I am from one to ten.!" She yelled at me while clapping her hands in my face.

I opened my mouth to say something and she pushed my head back again. So i sat there with my arms folded.

"You fronting in them streets, saying we just friends," She folds her arms mocking me " You can't front like this ain't way realer. I know you hard, I know that you a killer. i know you started off a dope dealer but let your guard down, your niggas know you feel me. So what you want, baby?" She asked me.

I looked at her waiting for answer. I stood up and walked to the kitchen. I grabbed the duffel bag off the counter and walked back to the living room. I grabbed her hand and lead her to the front door.