careless ; h.g

0.5

{recap}

"yeah, lets do it." hayes says to madison, and soon enough everyone agrees to the party, except jack.

please don't say yes, please don't.

but it seems like he does the complete opposite, when i hear the words "i'm down." come out of his mouth.

i groan in my head, and then bite my lips when everyone looks over at me to see if i agree. i didn't really have a choice at this moment, i didn't want to be a buzzkill.

i nod my head, fake smiling and then everybody smiles.

"this is gonna be fun." drew says to me, putting his arm around my shoulders. i look over at him and nod, giving him a slight smile, which was completely fake.

i look over at jack, because i wanted to tell him that i didn't want to go to this party. but of course he's too busy with madison, making me let out a sigh.

fuck, i was not looking forward to this party.

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we all get in the car, and jack gets in the front seat to drives us to the house.

right now everyone was talking, while i was looking out the window. for some reason i was nervous to go to this party. probably because i knew absolutely nobody and i've never been to a real party before.

i look at hayes to see him on his phone smiling. he's been on that thing for the whole car ride. the last time he spoke to me was when i cleaned his lip.

i still felt bad that he got hurt all because of me. well, technically because of that pervy guy, but partly because of me.

i hear a laugh come out of hayes, and i glance over at him.

why was he so happy?

i look down at his phone and try to catch a glimpse of what he was doing.

fuck, i can't see anything from where i'm sitting; this would be easier if i was sitting next to him, instead of the other side of the car. i scoot a little more to where hayes is, budging my shoulder into johnsons.

i almost get a glimpse at hayes' phone, but i get distracted when jack stops the car.

"we're here, go get changed amigos." jack says, and hayes quickly gets out of the car.

i groan silently as i unbuckle my seatbelt and open the car door. fucking jack, always getting my attention at the wrong times.

i walk slowly into the house looking up at the sun, which was almost down. wow, the time we spent at the beach went by so quickly.

i just hope that the party will go by even faster.

i open the door to the house, walking to my room to get a towel. afterwards, i go into the restroom and turn on the water.

i take a quick shower and then wrap my towel around me, making my way to my room. i wrap my hair in my towel, and then put on a robe, afterwards sitting on my floor.