I had no clue I was pregnant and if I did I would have told him, honestly I would have! I mean Brantley had a right to know. maybe I should start from the beginning.
December 1st, 2010; the date everything started; the date Brantley and I met.
I was sitting in a Starbucks in New Orleans, Louisiana drinking a Shaken Iced Passion Tea Lemonade when Brantley walked in. I was mesmerized, he was absolutely gorgeous. I was amazed that someone so-so rough-around-the-edges-looking would come to a place like this. I knew who he was. He was the big talk around the neighborhood. At least he was for the first week i lived in New Orleans. The talk is that he can sing- and he's damn good! Boy was he conceided to! He walked straight up to my table and sat down like he owned the place. I didnt think he noticed me so i sat straight up and folded my legs under the table and in the process, sightly kicked him. He didn't seem to notice, so i did it again this time more forcefully. He looked me right in the eye and said, " Look, sweetheart, i know you want me but thats no reason to start begging at my feet for my number." I sat there with absolutely nothing to say and next thing i know there was a waitress bringing him a drink because he was too good to get up and get it for himself! Awkward way to start, i know. I guess it couldn't have gone better because in the end i got his number and we talked until Janurary 7th, 2013. Then he finally asked me to be his girlfriend, and i obviolously accepted. Not even a month later, i moved in with him. Times moves fast when you know you truley love someone.
October;
I'd been throwing up like theres no tomorrow for the past 2 days. Today i finally let him convince me to go to the doctor. Before I went I knew what was wrong with me. Just to make sure i took a test and my fears were confirmed.I called my mom so she knew. As soon as she answered the phone i blurted it out. I couldnt help myself. I was, in all honesty, sort of excited. "Mom, im pregnant." i yelled. " Oh my god, are you serious? Sarah that's amazing!" We talked for a couple more mintues and i finally told her i had to tell Brantley. All the way home i had a sicking feeling in the pit of my stomach and knew something wasnt right.
As i walked throught the door i yelled, "Brantley! I have exciting news!" no answer. I looked around the apartment trying to find him until i came to our bedroom. I slowly opened the door and saw a note on the bed hoping it would say he was doing something important, boy was i wrong!
Sarah-
Theres no easy way to say this. I feel like a complete asshole leading you on like this. I'm gone and I'm not sure if I'll be back. Actually, no i won't be back. I'm going to Nashville and I've changed my number so you can't contact me. I didn't know any better way in saying that im done.
- brantley
I looked down at my small, almost non-existant bump and whispered "It's ok baby, we don't need daddy."
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