I feel like I have a reason to live, finally. Brantley treats me like a complete princess. I feel like I finally belong in life. I'm going home today with the babies.
On the ride home, Brantley kept looking over at me and smiling like an insane pedophile. I knew I had to face the day where our relationship would change, but I didn't expect it to be anytime soon. " Sarah, the guy from the recording studio called this morning and wants me to go to Nashville. I kind of want to go, but I don't want to leave you here with Clara and Hunter alone," he looked at me like he expected an answer right away. " I don't know what to say Brantley," I replied. I really have no clue what to say. We didn't talk for the rest of the ride home. If he wants to go to Nashville, he can go as long as he comes home. As we pulled into the drive way, Brantley looked at me and asked, " Sarah, do you promise me if I go to Nashville that when I come home you'll still be here with the babies. I swear when I get home I'm going to marry you." "If that's what you want to do. I'll wait for you as long as you don't take forever and come home as soon as possible." I replied.
I don't want him to go, but if he wants to go who am I to stop him? I don't want to be the reason his life doesn't go the way he wanted to, the reason his music career didn't progress. We walked into our apartment and placed the babies in our living room. Brantley went upstairs to the babies bedroom and called for me to come up. When he realized that I couldn't leave the twins, he came to help. As we walked up the stairs, I stayed silent. Then we walked into the room and I was amazed. While I was in the hospital, he decorated the nursery. Words cant describe it. Its absolutely beautiful.
