S.H.O.F.

Once a fool, Always a fool

Katrina's Point of View

"Welcome little Katrina, but your services are no more needed." He said with a smirk trying to hide her  but I had seen enough to know it was my dreadful other sister. 

Her names Melissa and I hate her with a passion. She ignores me and acts as if I don't exist, this is exactly why I can't stand her, she just is soo evil. She never bothers to care for me and if it was my actual sister, like Mya, I would have tried to save her but I don't care about this one.

"Just-just let me talk to her, please, she needs to know." She cries to him. I was surprised she even bothered with tears, but using her voice, I definitely would not do for her, well just not quite yet. 

"For all I care . . . . ., you could kill her right now, and I won't shed a tear, nor jump a heartbeat. She is of no use to me." I said quite calmer than I wanted to seem. I was infuriated yet also scared for what my voice would bring.

"Ka-ka-katrina, it's not what it seems. I would never want to hurt you or mom, not at all, I swear" She kept stuttering as if I didn't know that her tears were those of a crocodile. She must have thought I was very illiterate. 

"I could care less what you are trying to! You do nothing for me, so therefore, your irrelevant to life and nature itself. Rapist, can I be excused?" I did have an attitude because I was pissed off and she kept talking nonsense and ugh, it was all too much. Of course she would try to bribe me into keeping this secret from mom with money. I would take the money and still tell but not mom. Somehow she would always find out but, I would never use money from the devil herself, that would just be dumb and idiotic. Two things of which I am not. 

He looked at me surprised at the sudden confidence but he knew that is was because of her.

"Wel-I- um- no, you services are no longer needed." He gave me a weird look. I should give him the weird look, I mean he is on top of a crying figure of her and he said my services are no longer needed.

"What do you mean my services are no longer needed? I am not your slave nor servant you bloody bastard! Don't you ever try to call me such a thing ever in your life, you're not part of this family and you will never be!" I yelled for the first time without being surprised that I did.

"Oh, I'm not her, you're going to respect me. . . .no. . matter WHAT!" He yelled hopping out of his bed and inching closer to me with each word. Once I realized he was inching his way closer to me, I tried to turn around and run but he caught me. He seemed to have tripped because I only went down because he grabbed my hair. 

It was when I fell that I realized that she had been getting up. She had been coming up with a quick plan to help me but I had been dragged out of my thoughts when he was pulling me by my hair. This is exactly why I'd prefer short hair that isn't firm enough to hold but I don't have that luxury. He dragged me up to one of the chairs by the bed and chained me down with a cuff on my foot to the leg of the chair. The bed sheet had a nice blue and white pattern like mine. We separated the sheets by family code. Dad's favorite color was blue and mine is white so we got blue and white patterns for my  family. 

He was having his way in my  father's bed! I couldn't believe it. I had to go tell my father. I tried to stand and run but I fell from the chain stuck on my foot. He was very dumb. Why have the twistable chains for someone. I mean, I'm not that stupid, I have learned enough for my age. 

I slowly leaned down to un twist the cuff while he was leaning down into something hidden by the comforter. 

"You're going to watch me have my way with you sister, and then you will crave me all for yourself and your prayers will be answered." He said with a devilish smirk.  I finally got the chain off and she seemed to have grabbed a weapon of some kind that she lifted into the air to show me but I couldn't really tell what it was. Did she think I was siding with her? This is a single person project, sorry sweetheart.

"Kat! RUN!!" Her voice booms as she hits him like 4 or 5 times till he falls off of her. She then bangs the rock against the cuff on her wrist. This guy has some issues if he really is playing with all these handcuffs. Maybe he was a cop and they were playing cops and robbers. She was probably the robber, robbing mom of her beauty, which rightfully belonged to me. Mikaela said that when people don't smile at you or aren't nice at all, it means you're way too ugly for people to appreciate your beauty. It sounds dumb but makes sense. People could be really disgusted with how you look and give you a stink eye for polluting their eyes with your dreadful face. I get reminded of the way they looked at me on the first day I met them. They were terrible. 

Since I was stuck in my thoughts,  I hadn't moved like she told me to so she grabbed me but I pulled away, who did she think she was? My mother? My sister? I will never willingly call her my sister unless she pays for the months of torment she allowed me to endure, when she saves me from that, then and only then will I ever forgive her. 

"Listen Katrina, I know I shouldn't have red your diaries or ignored you for most of my life but I did so because I tried to protect you, ok. My life sucked and in fact it still sucks. I wish things didn't have to be this way but I thought I wouldn't have been able to help you with your struggles since I never had a good experience. I didn't want to get close to you and then be of no help. I'm sorry, I should've told you, but I didn't. And I am now, so please just listen to me and accept this apology so I can save for hopefully the last time!" She grabbed my hand and ran dragging me along while I was being swarmed by the millions of thoughts and questions raising in my head.  

She actually care about me? What else is new? Why does she? Why'd she think I would ask her for help? Why did she even bother to tell me this stuff?

I pulled away and outran her to lose her in the street. Bad idea, she got caught in a trap, ugh, I forgot that I had Thomas, my geek friend how has no idea I am crushing on him, to help me build a wolf trap like in Teen Wolf  I should have remembered to de-activate it but I mean, I didn't expect her to actually follow me, I thought she would go the way she wanted and we would split up. I can survive things like this on my own because I got helping building things to help me sustain things like this. Keyword if you didn't catch it  is me.