The Wait *destiel*

Day 1.

Cas is on life support.
And it's all my fault.
Here's how it happened. We were going on a late night drive, singing along to the radio, i took my eyes off the road for a minute just to look at Cas, his beautiful smile lighting up the inside of the impala. I shouldn't have looked away, i wasn't paying attention. I didn't noticed the car hit us directly on the passenger side.
I saw the bright, angelic smile immediately vanish from his face. Then it went black.
I regained consciousness and immediately looked to my side and saw cas, blood all over his head. His eyes closed. His legs trapped.
He was a mess.
It took the fire department two hours to get him out and he was rushed straight to hospital.
And here we are now.
It's all my fault.