Alexis:(Thoughts) After everything happen I was drinking a lot from 3 AM to 11 PM I would always go to A bar near my house and just meet random guys and they would buy me drinks.
Getting attention from those random 20 to 40 years old guys was not great but it made me feel special but giving my body away made me feel like I was a whore or a bad person All I want I for someone to make me feel happy and make me feel "Loved".
But I wouldn't know what that feels like because both my Parents are done with me I plan when I'm old enough is to buy me and Ava a house far from here and live a "happy life".
But it was so hard telling my best Friend her name is Sage she has been there threw everything she is close to Ava she is more like a sister to us I love her so very much but telling her what happens like everyday it breaks mine and her heart. (Alexis is at school by the way) *The bell rings* My thoughts gets interrupted time to go to 2nd hour but sage is only in my 3rd hour so i'm basically all alone well what else is new...
(27 minutes go by): Oh no I didn't take my Anti Suicidal Medication I start to panic Oh gosh I start to breath heavily *pump* *pump* *pump* my heart goes my blood starts to rise I start to look around the room everything is fading into a pitch black my head wobbles..
Teacher: ALEXIS! she shouts for my name
Alexis: *Turns head to teacher*
Teacher:What is the answer
Alexis: The answer is 4- I pass out on the floor
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Drinks I had to forget my problems
Ужасы16year old Alexis has a rough life when she was only 14 she was raped by her father that was in and out of jail when she was only 3 years old.Her mother is scared for her life inside but is tough in the outside abuse her to here are their stories
