Drinks I had to forget my problems

Chapter 2 "IT gets worse"

Alexis (thoughts): Why is she so mad at me?? I don"t understand is it because of what happen when she was only 2?? I thought she would be to young to remember.?

Alexis: Well let me go do the chores before my dad gets home

Narrator: about 2 hours later

Alexis:finally i"m done uh oh my dad should be walking in the door better go act like I am sleeping (the door opens) OH NO AVA i rush to upstairs to tell Ava to act like shes asleep but she already is sleep so I close the door and rush to my room I close my door and threw on a XL t-Shirt.

I dashed Into my bed but it was already to late my dad was standing in the door way...

Alexis: da-

dad: You stupid slut you worthless piece of nothing i Fucking wished i"d killed you when you were born (sounding drunk)

Alexis: (Thoughts) wow I never thought he would say those types things but then again he is drunk..

Dad: but we are going to fix that

Alexis: (He drops the beer bottle) he comes closer and closer to me ( he grabs my waist) Get off of me !!! I shout He says "you know you want this" NO I DON'T GET OFF ME PLEASE DAD

come on you know you want me inside of you (ripping my shirt thread by thread)

                            DAD PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE YOU PERVERT  he( grabs my neck and starts kissing)                                          STOP PLEASE STOP I START TO (CRY) He starts to go put his  body part inside of me DAD NO DAD NO NO NO STOP PLEASE I BEG YOU he takes my hand and put it behind my back I fell on the bed DAD NO NO NO NO NO I SCREAM UNTIL HE STOPS but even worse when he took his penis out of me he left my body parts with a white substance no I say in my head I cant get pregnant he left I ran to my bathroom to clean up I was super scared I don"t know what to I run the shower with some hot steamy water I got my towel and wash cloth and went in the shower the feeling of the steam just making my nose run and the hot water just rise the nasty right off of me I got out it felt like i was in there for a good 2 hours by the time I got it it was only 8:00 i didn't even eat dinner yet

And Ava was still sleeping I didn't want to wake her up so I didn't I went to my room change my into my pjs and went to sleep crying and crying that what happen that night...