Midnight Memories [ Kendall and Harry ]

Part Four

Kendall's point of view:

I know that Harry and I are just friends but those two kisses made me think about the possibility of us being something more than just friends. Was it possible? Could we be? I honestly didn't know. That was so unlike me to kiss him. It was unlike him to kiss me. Uh ...what am I saying? I could never be his girlfriend. I mean, look at Taylor or Cara, they are so much prettier than I'll ever be. And I know Harry says that he'd never go back with either of them or anyone else from his past but I know him and I know that he probably would. Enough of this, I have to stop thinking about it, about him. It didn't make it any easier that I lived in the same house as him and was going on tour with him. Why did I ever agree to be their make-up and hair artist? Oh right, because I'm his bestfriend. 

"Kendall ...Kendall" I felt somene call out my name. It was Zayn.

I opened my eyes and took my headphones out of my ears.

"It's dinner time Ken"

"Uh-huh" I said and got out of bed and walked with him to the dinner time.

Zayn and I weren't as close as I was to the other guys. I think it's because he's busy with his wife-to-be Perrie. I'm so excited for them. They really are so cute together. 

Just as I was about to sit down, I felt two strong arms wrap around me body. I didn't even have to look to know that it was Liam. Liam and I were close, not as close and Harry and I but ever since I've been here, he's showed me around and taken very good care of me.

"Good to see you again, haven't seen you all day" he smiled and kissed me on the head from behind.

I laughed, he always did make me laugh "Good to see you too Mr.Payne"

"Mr Payne is it now?"

"Yeah, Mr. Pain in my ass" I told him. We both cracked up laughing. 

Dinner was quite silent, a bit too silent but the food was delicious. 

After dinner was over the boys and I went to the lounge and sat around watching Step Brothers. I loved this movie so much. It was silent for most of the movies until Louis starting to say something,

"Oh Harry, did you check your phone? Cara said to meet her at 6 not 7 ...."

I looked at Harry and he looked at me then looked away. I never knew they still spoke. 

After the movie was over, I walked into my room and Harry followed. 

"What do you want?" I asked him while scrolling down my twitter feed.

"Are you okay?"

Why was he asking me? I'm sure Cara was waiting  for him to call back or something.

"Yeah" I said then looked away from him

"Well ..."

"Well what?"

He was hesitating to tell me something but I didn't know what.

"Cara and I, well, we are seeing each other again"

He and what?? If he was seeing her then why would he kiss me? I thought maybe he wanted something more. But I guess not. I was speechless.

He looked at me and told me to look at him "Please say something"

I wanted to tell him to get lost. 

"If you're happy then I'm happy" I smiled.

He didn't look pleased with my answer "oh ..okay then" was all he said then he walked out of the room. 

I sat in bed with tears down my face. I was angry, not at him but at myself for getting so upset over this. I heard a knock on my door and quickly wiped the tears from my face.

"Come in, it's unlocked"

It was Liam, "Hey, just wanted to say goodn-" I knew he could tell that I had been crying. 

He rushed to my side, "Kendall, what's wrong?" 

"It's nothing" I told him. 

No matter how hard he tried to get me to tell him what was wrong, I didn't.

"I'll just leave you alone then" He said.

I really needed a friend, "Actually, can you stay Liam?"

He smiled and crawled into bed with me. Before I knew it, it was morning, I must have fallen asleep and I guess so did Liam. There I was lying next to his bare chest. He was so warm.

Just as I was about to get up I noticed Harry standing in the doorway as he walked away.

"Ha ...Harry  Harry! Wait!"