Confess [ Luhan fanfic]

chapter 5

Hanna's phone rang

it was luhan

he told her to come out to the bus stop outside her house.

Hanna tried to calm herself down and walked to the bus stop

she kept reminding herself that she was going to forget him...

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Luhan pov

I should apologize to hanna and express my feelings to her

i love her , yes i should express my feelings , Hanna , i love you , yes

then she is arrived , wahh im very happy :)

i came into her sight

'' you came , i though you were upset :) ''

and i give her a big doll :)

'' i dont need it ! '' - yoora

wh.. what ? </3

what ? .... why ? i ask her

she grabbed the doll from my hand and threw it on the road

'' i dont need this doll ! i dont need it anymore ! i dont want to see person like you again !'' she spat out the words..

Hanna ? whyy :'(

"im sorry "

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Hanna pov

'' i dont need this doll ! i dont need it anymore ! i dont want to see person like you again !'

i spat out the words :((

sorry luhan

but unlike other days, his eyes were shaking

hmm luhan :"(

''i am sorry '' he apologized in a tiny and shaking voice

then he walked over to the road to pick up the doll

'' you stupid ! just leave the doll and throw it away!!

but he ignored it , then..

honk~honk~

with the louds honk the big truck was heading towards luhan.

'' Luhan move ! move away!!! ' i shouted to him

i shouted as loud as i can

he stood up and looked at me with sad eyes but he still smiling at me..

Then........

BOOM!!!

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the sound was terryfying

I screamed and cried

but nothing could bring him back

no matter how much I wished that she could take back the words that she said to him.. she couldnt

and that was how he went away from her

after that day , she had to go throughwith guiltiness and the sadness of losing him..

after 2 month like a crazy person

hanna finally took out the dolls

those were the only gifts he left her since the day they started going out.

she remembered the days she spent with him

and she started counting the days , when they were in love

'' one ,, two,, three, ''

''four hundred and eighty , four hundred and eighty five ''

it all ended with 485 dolls

she then started to cry again, with a doll in her arms , she hugged it tightly then suddenly...

'' i love you '' she dropped the dolls , shocked

'' i,, lo..ve ..you ?? '' she picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach

''i love you '' it cant be !! she pressed all the dolls' stomach as it plied on the side

'' ilove you ~''

''i love you ~''

those words came out non stop. i love you.. why didnt I realize that.. that his heart was always by her side , protecting her

'' why i didnt realize that he love me this much?? ? '' :'(

she took out the last doll , the one that fell on the road , it had his blood stain on it.. </3

the voice came out , the one that she was missing so much ..

'' ermm, do you know what today is ? we've been loving each other for 486 days. do you know what 486 is ? i couldnt say i love you .. umm since i was too shy.. if you forgive me and take this doll , i will say that i ,,, i love you.. everyday till i die ''

the tears came flowing out of Hanna.

'' why ? why ? why does i only know about all this now ??'' :(

Luhan cant be by her side but he loved her until his last minute..

-the end-