•. | SAVE ME | .•

Chapter 5

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My school alarm goes off making me and Jimin wake up. "Good morning Jimin?" My raspy and questioning voice can be heard. I looked at my side hoping that he was there and I wasn't talking to myself, hoping that he didn't leave me while I was asleep. Jimin covers his head with my blanket then speaks. "Mornings are horrible you know? It makes me wanna be sleeping beauty sometimes. You could be my prince and wake me up with a kiss or something." A flashback from yesterday night comes out of nowhere and my body springs up from the bed, making me sit up like a movable doll. "Y/n?" He pulls down the covers off his head and smiles like he's about to laugh. "Were you thinking about yesterday night?" This time he laughs." Red can be seen on my face. He sits up and hugs me. I'm now in a cringy state. His hands snake around my waist. "You wanna be mine?" He asks then kisses my cheek. Reactions couldn't be made. "Y-Yours?" I gave him a confused look. He nods. "We don't even really know each other a whole lot yet you want me go be yours?" "Yeah, why not? Well, we could know each other while we're dating." Should I? Am I going to make a mistake right now or?? Do I wanna be with him? Do I even like him? I mean, I don't wanna hurt his feelings either sooooo... "I guess we can be together." His face lights up and hugs me tighter than ever. Did I say that out loud? Yes yes Y/n, You did. My hands soon finds his body and pulled wback. "Jimin, we have school." He smiles in reply.

.•:| Time slips |:•.

We were walking to school. He's been hugging me from behind like a koala clinging onto a tree, hoping not to fall for a long ass time now and it's starting to annoy me. "Jiminnnnn, let gooooo." I held his wrist while still walking. "No." He pulls backwards and tries to stop me from walking more. "We're gonna be late if you keep doing this Jimin." "Then we'll be late." He throws me on the ground making him on top. "Jim-" he shuts my mouth by pecking my lips. I push him off me and say "We're gonna be late Jimin!" He sighs and gets off of me. I put out my hand and he responds by helping me get up. "My turn." I smile and hug him. "Awwwww, Y/n finally loves me." "Agh, shut up." I roll my eyes and hug him tighter while smiling.

.:-\Time skips/-:.

Arrived to school. Jimin pulls the entrance door for us and I say thank you. The group of girls/bitches from yesterday look at us, glaring with their red laser devil eyes. I look away. They tryna start a fight with me or something. Square up bitches. I let out a little chuckle then cover my mouth with the top part of my hand. "Y/n? You okay?" Jimin ask. "Yeah. I just thought of something funny, that's all." What the fuck Y/n. What's wrong with you thinking about funny things. I smile brightly making it look like there's a beam of light coming out of my mouth.

Locker. I unzip my backpack and pull out my binder that was filled with lots of school things. "Was there homework for anything yesterday Jimin?" (They both have all classes with each other) "Uhhh.. I don't think so. I hope there wasn't." The group of bitches walk past us and I try not to look at them. Ugh, it's only the third day of school I think l and there are already bitches I hate. What. The. Hell. "Let's get going." Jimin says and closes his locker. I nod and close my locker as well. "Home room first right?" I asked. "Yep." He replied.

.::/Time skips\::.

In 5th period. It's getting boring and I wanna go home and sleep. I sit there with my right hand fisted onto my right cheek while my body leans on the desk. I space out in class but my eyes were still on the teacher. I miss mommy. I miss daddy too. "It's all your fault Y/n." A voice says in my head. You killed them. The mysterious voice laughs this time. "YOU DID IT Y/N! YOU KILLED THEM!! They wouldn't be dead right now if you didn't end their life's BUT Y/N KILLED THEM!" "NO I DIDN'T!!" I yelled and stood up at the same time. I close my eyes while my head was facing down. The whole class looks at me. "Y/n, are you okay?" The teacher asks. I grab my things and leave the classroom. I run home. I need to run away. Run away from me, away from the voices telling me "I killed them." Maybe I should die too, I killed them remember? Yeah I just told you duh.

.:|FLASHBACK
TO WHEN I WAS
7 YEARS OLD|:.

I was traumatized but showed no expression. My mother and father were laying dead on the ground. No expression could be made at all I tell you again. When I pulled that trigger, everything fast forward so quickly. It was like nothing ever happened. I didn't do it mommy, HE did it. Don't blame me daddy, blame HIM. I think I'm a psycho. He did it. Who's "HE" Y/n? Am I just saying things now? Am I saying things on purpose? A 7 year old so smart on thinking about things, but the truth is.... someone else was controlling me. I scream and yell that mommy and daddy's dead. "Awww how sad Y/n." That voice said. HE killed mommy and daddy. I didn't. I think I'm a psycho for real now. Where did I learn these words? I don't know, who cares. I look at my hands finding blood on them. Blood that will probably stain my hands forever now. The end of my lips curve up showing my white teeth and my eyes were wide open. Laughing could be heard. Then silence. I'm a psycho. I killed them. I was convinced that I killed them even though I clearly didn't. Stupid Y/n. The voices did it. No, HE did it. I need to leave this house before I get caught for murder. I tightly held the gun that was in my hand and was covered in blood. Blank expression again. I looked around the house/around me to see if I left any evidence that will get me in jail. My parents were the only evidence left behind. Okay, nothing else? I look down seeing that there was blood on my shirt and pants. I thought of running down stairs to wash my clothes but wouldn't that be leaving some evidence?? Yes it would if you think about it. So I grabbed some of my clothes to in my room and ran to the door but stopped when I reached it. I look back to see my dead parents again, then again, made no expression while looking at them. Remember Y/n, no evidence should be left behind. I turn my head towards the door and used my blood stained shirt to open the it. I close the door behind me and ran off. I knew that I wasn't coming back home. Ever.

.:.\END OF FLASHBACK/.:.

I arrived home. "Mommy? Daddy? I'm home." Oh wait, they don't live with me. "Come and love me after what I've done to y-you nine years ago." My voice cracks and tears start to form out of my eyes that soon turned into a waterfall. "M-mommy, I'm sorry.. I didn't do it." I did it. HE did it. Who did it? I did it of course. Duh, who else. I shut the door behind me gently. "Y/n~" the voice says in a sweet evil voice. "What do you want? Just go away already." I plug my ears with my hands. "I want you to die." He laughs like a devil. He's right, I deserve to die after what I did nine years ago to my parents for no reason. I need to die. Just die. Die Y/n. Die. I'm a psycho I think. A smile forms out of nowhere. Sigh. It's okay Y/n, at least your still alive. But you deserve to die instead. Someone knocks on the door so I turn and wipe my tears away. Clears throat. Okay Y/n, you got this. I open the door and it appears Jimin was there. "Jimin?" Jimin hugged me tightly. Did he see me!? I'm panicking. PANICING. Y/N CALM DOWN. "Y/n? You okay? You're shaking." My body so was tensed up from panicking. What the fuck. "Did you see me through the window?" He looks at me in confusion. "No, why?" "Ummm just wondering." Y/n... your okay now. I felt like fainting onto the ground. My legs were feeling weak. I didn't feel so good. He pulls back from the hug. I fall onto the ground making me in a laying down position. "I'm not feeling so good Jimin." My body started to feel tired as if it were shutting down. "Should I carry you to your room Y/n?" I tried to get up but couldn't move so I nod my head to Jimin. He picks my up with his arms and goes to my bedroom. Wow his arms have a lot of muscles. Arm goals. He lays my body onto the bed and lays down with me. "Hmmm, Y/n is so pretty." He says in a sweet lovely voice. I smile. "I know I am." We both laugh at my cute dumbass. We cute I tell you. Ew. I'm cringing to myself. "So uh... what happened earlier in fifth period?" Jimin asks. I don't want him to know what I did. He won't like/love me anymore if I did. Panicking right now. "Uhh I just..... I thought of something that's all." Lies Y/n, lies.