Dark Side || Min Yoongi

Chapter 12

Blood was on his face, the guy was tough. He doesn't know who he is hitting at. Yoongi just shook his head as he wiped the blood that stained his lips, his members was there. Waiting for his orders but he didn't do anything, he didn't ask them to beat the hell out of the guy that punched him.

"Hyung.. You're bleeding. Let us finish him off.." Chanyeol said and Yoongi put his arm in front of him stopping Chanyeol from approaching the guy. Of course, Yoongi let himself to be punched so the members that was with him will believe that he's really being going for it. He wanted to show them that he’s really serious being a gang but it doesn't include killing the man in front of him.

"I can handle it.." He said as he gained strength again. Yoongi took a step closer but the guy took out a knife, his members took out their guns but Yoongi prevented them from firing. He still kept in mind that he's police and that it's not his job to kill people but it was his job to save them from being killed.

"Get near and I will kill you! My mom and dad was killed by you and I'm not afraid of your guns! Kill me if you wanted to! It's what you want right! You have no souls!" He shouted and Yoongi froze in his place. He wasn't the only one who lost his everything because of the gang, somebody was hurting like him too. Yoongi shot his head up only to see anger and pain in the guy's eyes.

He felt nothing but guilty. He felt like he turned like one of the guys, he felt like he was never different from the guys that was with him now. He was one of them now. What's worst is that he's a the one in command.

He wanted to approach the guy but he knows he can't. He can see satiety in the guy's eyes, he knows that he's no different now. The way the guys looks at him is filled with anger.

"I got a call from Kangta.. He said give him a lesson.." One of the members said but Yoongi stopped him. "I can handle this.." He said but the member was persistent. Also, it was Kangta's command. He is still Yoongi's boss so he can't do anything but to signal the others what to do. He just walked away as they started beating up the poor guy.

He knows it was just a beating until since it was what Kangta said until he heard a gunshot. He turned back only to see the young guy lying on the cold pavement of the alley. Dead, the guy was dead.

"What did you do?" Yoongi asked one of the members who fired. "It was Kangta's orders.. Did you softened that's why you're like that?" One of the members said. Chanyeol turned to look at Yoongi, he can see anger in his eyes.

"No, why would I?" Yoongi asked trying hard not to be affected by the dead body lying in front of him.

"Take this.. Give him another shot.." The member said handing Yoongi his gun. Yoongi slowly took it from him. "If you don't then I'll tell Kangta that you softened.." He said and Yoongi sighed. He closed his eyes and he pulled the trigger.

One shots, two shots, three shots.

Yoongi opened his eyes and he saw the other members chuckle except for him and Chanyeol. Yoongi just shook his head, he felt abomination filling his body and mind. He dropped the gun on the floor and one of the members picked it up.

"Make sure it won't be found.. I'm already tired.. Clean the mess.." He said and he walked away. Yoongi put his hood on and he put his hand inside the pocket of his jacket then he walked away like nothing happened. He saw small blood spatters on his jacket but he continued walking, he wanted to go home. He needs to clean himself up.

He took of his jacket and shirt as he entered the bathroom. He turned the faucet on and he splashed cold water on his face, he needs to wake up. He wanted to forget the image earlier but it kept replaying. Again and again.

He stared at his face in the mirror. His upper body filled with scars and small wounds, he shook his head thinking of the countless gang fights he had been to. He really one of them.

What have he become?

Yoongi punched the mirror and his arms bled. It wasn't painful for him anymore, his body is all used in the pain. Stabs, punches, kicks, sometimes he got shot by bullets too but he managed to survive. All by curing his body by himself.

Yoongi stared at his hands, a few blood stains were still there. He washed it carefully.

After doing so, Yoongi wrapped his wounded arm with a bandage. He tried sleeping but he just can't, images kept playing on his mind so he decided to go out for a walk. The past few days was tough for him but thanks to his friend, Chorong. She was there when he needed someone to lean on.

But she doesn't know anything about him, all she knew is that his parents died and he lived there in the province. She never knew that Yoongi was a police undercover. But it's okay for her, everyone has secrets. So as her.

Yoongi decided to go at the lighthouse again, with a tiny hope that his friend was there. But he knows it was already late at night, Chorong would probably be sleeping right now.

He climbed up the stairs and the night view at the lighthouse was perfect. The moon was round and the sea is quiet, gentle waves hit the shore. It was like music in his ears. Somewhat, he forgot what had happened earlier.

"Yoongi?" He heard a voice said. Yoongi turned only to see the person he wanted to see.

"H-Hey Chorong.." Yoongi said while scratching his nape. He was surprised that Chorong was there, but he wonder of what she's doing there.

"What are you doing here?" She asked as she lean her arms at the railing, looking at the big round moon. Yoongi just frowned, he remembered everything he had done earlier. He felt bad.

"I-I need some time off.." He said and Chorong nodded. "I guess something is bothering you.. Care to share?" She said and Yoongi sighed. He doesn't want to tell her that he just shot someone.

"I think.. I can't tell it for now.." Yoongi said as he let out a heavy sigh. Chorong just tapped his shoulders, she saw how Yoongi would space out those past few days they met at the lighthouse. It feels like she wanted to help him but she can't just step over the line. She knows that Yoongi still thinks of her as a stranger that he just met.

"That's okay.. I hope someday you can.." She said before smiling and Yoongi nodded. Well, he doesn't know if he can tell her at all. He doesn't know if he can tell her how bad his life is. He's afraid she might just ran away.

But wait, why is he even afraid of Chorong running away? He lived his life before without her and he think he can do that if she does. But it won't be the same, it would be dull, sad and lonely.

Chorong brought colours in his life, so he doesn't now what will happen if she might turn back.

Will he be sad?

Will be happy?

Will he be okay?

Or will he just be incomplete?