[Warning: I'm not a perfect human being, so there might be grammatical errors in my poetry. This was originally made for Spoken poetry. I just wanted to share to you guys what I made. Mwuah 😘]
Have you ever felt like everything is turning out so badly?
It feels like everything in your life turns out sadly?
Like how I loved you with all my heart and soul
But no matter how hard I try I still haven't made a goal
Sometimes I think if loving you was a mistake
Or is it a risk worth to take?
Why is it so hard for you to love me back?
Is there something in me that I lack?
Loving you was a decision
But you loving me back? That's probably an illusion
So I was only living in a dream
And everything I was enjoying was gone in just a zing.
I am starting to wonder, did you know how I was feeling?
Did you know that everytime I see you crying
My heart, deep inside, is hurting?
Did you know that everytime you smile, the deeper I fall for you?
That everytime you laugh, into my soul it goes through?
That when you talk, my heart skips a beat?
And that when you hold me, I stand frozen on my feet.
But as I remember the feeling when you held me tight
I also remember the pain when you left all alone to fight
Fighting for the love I thought was true
Fighting for something I thought you were fighting for too.
Suffering for you has taken it's toll
Now, it's hard for me to fall
So I thank you for making me your soldier
And for making me fight a battle I will remember forever
