what am I

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I finally woke up on the floor. It felt like I was in that abyss forever. I rubbed my head and looked around. all the pain I had felt just minuets ago was gone. "o my god are you ok" Erick said grabbing my hands. "uh yeah I'm um fine." I said still kind of confused. "my mom! what happened where is she!" I screamed remembering he was the last one with her. he walked me over to the couch and made me sit down. "some guys broke in and started stealing your stuff. your mom tried to stop them but they shot her. I'm so sorry." he said I stared to cry, "what happened to me?" "I don't know, they knocked me out and when I finally woke up you were laying in the floor." he said. I stood up and walked back to my room. Rachel jumped when I opened the door.  "what happened' she hugged me when she noticed I was crying. "m-my mom she's gone." "what do you mean" "some people broke in and shot her" "we need to call the cops" she grabbed her phone and called.

a few minuets later ambulances and police cars showed up. they came in and started questing us. just a few minuets later news vans pulled up.  after they cleaned up my moms body and questioned us they all left. i sat back down on my couch. "what do I do now, she's all I had." I said starting to cry. Rachel hugged me "you still have me, you can stay with us till everything blows over" she said still hugging me. "thanks rach" "anything for you" All of the sudden my phone started going off. i was getting so many texting asking if i was ok and what happened. i answered all of them and set my phone down. it buzzed again. "what now!" i picked it up and looked at it. it was brad! omg he texted me! not about the best thing but still.

"hey are you ok I saw the news" "yeah I'm fine but my moms dead:'( I really just wish I was dead rn" "omg I'm so sorry hey can i come over?" "um yeah I guess" I gave him my address then stopped texting him. "who was it that time" Rachel asked. "it was brad, he's coming over." I said trying not to over react. I stood up and went to the bathroom to make sure I looked ok. I threw my hair up and fixed my makeup then went back to the couch and sat down. "wow you look better" Erick said smiling. " I feel a little better."I said smiling back. a few minuets past and we heard a knock on the door. I asked Rachel to open it for me. brad walked it and came over to me. "hey how are you" he said sitting next to me grabbing my hands and looking into my eyes. my heart skipped a beat when he grabbed my hands. "I don't know.." I said looking away "I just want her back" I said stating to tear up. he let go of my hands and rapped his arms around me. I didn't move for a second but then did the same. I laid my head on his shoulder as a few tears rolled down my fade.

all of then sudden I started hearing voices and everything but him went black. the voices screamed at me. "Bite him! kill him! you know you want him doesn't he look so delicious!" I slowly started getting closer to his neck but I kept telling myself no. the voices screamed in my ears "just do it already!!" I shook my head and screamed "no!' and jumped off the couch letting go of him. everything started going back to normal. I looked down at my hands. I'm shaking. "hey are you ok?" he said walking over to me. "d-don't come close to me. I don't wanna h-hurt you" I said running into the kitchen.

Erick came in a few minuets later. "hey what happened" I looked over at him. "I-I don't know" I said trying to remember everything. i looked at the window and saw my reflection. I'm paler then usual. "i think I'm sick, i think i just started hallucinating" i stood against the wall and slid down it sitting on the floor. i hid my face in my arms. Erick rapped his arm around me. "hey everything's gonna be ok. tell me what you saw." he said. i told him everything i saw and he just stared at me. he stood up and walked out without saying a word. i stood up and walked back into the living room. Brad had left and Erick went to go get some stuff so he could stay over and help me.

"you ok?" Rachel asked me. "yeah im fine. hey i wanna dye my hair." i said with a smile. "what color. ill buy it for you." "silverish grey" i said remembering when i saw my reflection my hair had started changing that color anyway. we got in the car and she took me to the hair place. i decided to get my hair cut to my shoulders. when they finished i smiled seeing my reflection.  i looked kinda good. we got back in the car and went back to my place. Erick still wasn't back yet so we ordered a pizza. we had a movie night to keep my mind off it. we watched some horror movies and a few funny ones. it was around 3 am when we finally went to bed.

the next morning i woke up feeling really cold. i looked around and noticed i was covered in blood. i screamed in horror as i noticed a dead corpse in the floor. the head was smashed in and half of its brain was gone. i started crying as Erick ran into my room. i cried looking at the blood on my hands. "WHAT HAPPENED!" i screamed. "its just gotta be someone messing with you" he said looking at the body. "i-is it real?" i shuttered. "no, go wash that blood ff you ill clean this up" he said picking up the body. i did what he said and took a quick shower. i looked in the mirror and realized i was still pail.  i ignored it and got dressed then i went back into my room. Erick had already finished cleaning.

Rachel was sitting on the couch in my living room. "who would do something like that to you" she said looking over at me. "i don't know" i said sitting down. "I'm hungry" she said. "me to" i walked into the kitchen  and grabbed  a piece of raw meat and without thinking started eating it. Rachel walked in and saw me eating it. "Grace stop!" she screamed slapping the meat out of my hand. i growled at her like an animal. i picked up the meat and ate it all. "what the heck Grace!" "whats wrong rach" i said acting like nothing happened. "you just growled at me and ate raw meat. Whats wrong with you!" "i don't know, i don't remember any of it." i said shaking. "lets just forget it. i wanna have a normal day." she said hugging me.

i went back into the living room at sat down. whats wrong with me? am i going crazy? what really happened last night? i had so many questions running threw my head. there was a knock on my door ripping me out of my thoughts. i walked over to the door and opened it. there were cops at my door! "hello are you Grace?" "uh yeah why" "you are a suspect in a missing persons case." wait what did he just say?! was that body real? what did i do?

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