Derrek R.'s Poetry Book

Help

Help me,

Please,

Oh somebody please help me. 

The silence,

Unbarable,

I cannot stand it.

The distance between me,

And,

The people whom I care about. 

Please help,

Help me be noticed,

By her.

Please Help me,

Not show my emotions.

Please help me become cold and heartless. 

Please help me. 

Somebody please help.

The demons, 

Inside the brain,

They tear my mind in two,

Completely destroy my wit and my emotions.

But that is what I wanted,

Was it not?

To be cold and heartless? 

Yes.

Now my mind is two and I,

Am constantly at war with the other side,

He who wishes to take over.

I am losing some days,

Others I win,

But the pain lingers forever,

And now I must deal with it.

But what if I wish to fix it? 

Can I?

Is it not impossible to fix something that your hands cannot touch?

No.

With the help of others,

With the help of those who love you,

With the help of strangers,

You can fix it.

I have fixed it.

With Help.