p.s. I Love You

II

Nicki POV

"Ah Onika yuh hips ave gotten wida, ave yuh put pon sum weight" my stylist MEILING says asking me have I gain some weight due to my hips being wide as I looked at her like bitch you know damn well I'm a slim thick girl who eats very well. "No mi nuh put pon no damn weight dis dress just too likkle an yuh kno it. Ugh it nuh even mi size" I say annoyed moving away from her rolling my eyes at the simple fact she was still trying to zip it up over my ass.

"Yuh kno wah yuh right mi grabbed di wrong dress from di rack rushing fi get here" she says telling me she picked the wrong size from the rack rushing to get here as I just looked at her like you're absolutely right late ass bitch. I need to be done with this fitting by 12 noon because I have other things to get done before the awards show tonight. "Sorry Onika mi wi be sure to ave di correct size to yuh no lata dan three" she says telling me she'd have my size to me by three.

I sighed rolling my eyes because I had interviews around that time but I needed my dress so I fake smiled stepping out the TOO little dress exposing my boobs and thong as she took it. Placing my robe on I walked over to the door opening it for her to leave. I know she knew how pissed and frustrated I was which is why she said nothing but nodded her head leaving out. "Ugh shi get pon mi nerves" I say sitting down at my vanity placing my head in my hands.

Maybe I've been a bitch all morning because of Rihmeek. I tried reaching out to him even making time to chat with him but he didn't pick up. My time zone is not too far back or ahead of his it's only one hour ahead so I know it's not too early or two late when I contact him, his ass is just flat out ignoring me. Typical American boys I swear. Down here I get treated like a queen from men I don't even know but with him it's different and I guess that's because we live too far away.

I honestly don't know how long I can keep this long distance relationship up. It's been 5 months now and we still haven't met, all we do is send messages when in the beginning were cute and sweet but now I get less of those and more excuses with the ps I love you phrase at the end. We barely even video chat and when we do it's like he's always hiding or won't show his surroundings. I know I'm not the only one he's talking to but his ass can sure let me know so I won't waste my time on him.

"Onika" I heard knocking me out my thoughts with knocking on my door as I walked over opening it slightly. "Yes" I say seeing my boss and other people around her with notepads and recorders. "Sorry to badda yuh dem here to interview yuh" she says as my eyes grew. "What" I ask as she looked nervously at them then back at me. "Mi sorry gimme a minute" she says to them coming in my room closing the door behind her.

"Listen mi kno dem here early but at least wi cya get dem out di way an off yuh schedule" she says as deeply sighed. "Fine bring dem" I say even more annoyed as she smiled. "Great mi wi add a lil extra to yuh check" she says as put on another fake smile because I don't see why when I make 10,000 a month but I'll most definitely take it especially since my parents want me to go to college in America and get some type of degree.

"30 minutes di most" she says as I nodded allowing the interviewers to come in and ask me the same questions I get asked. I was glad when I got done because now it was time meet with board of Trini Mags about expanding our advertisement then afterwards was my lunch break. Just as I was about to place my clothes on my phone rung. Sitting down at my vanity I reached for my phone seeing it was a missed call from Rihmeek but then my MacBook went off so I new he was on his MacBook as well.

Taking my time I open it answering it seeing nothing but his chains. "Oh shit my fault I didn't know you had answered, damn ma ya breast bouta fall out nshit" he says as I sighed shrugging. "Suh people ave seen mi breast before Rihmeek" I say as he smacked his teeth. "What you say" he says as I sighed. "Ugh you heard me boy I said so people have seen my breast before Rihmeek" I say as he chuckled.

"I heard you the first time I just wanted you to speak clear English and let me find out you showing niggas out there what's mine" he says as I shook my head. "Or what" I say as he got close placing his lower body to the camera. "I'll have yo ass screaming daddy I won't do it again" he says as I bit my lips closing my thighs tight. Too bad my ass still a virgin. Yup thats right my 23 year old ass is still a virgin but I will say I've been ate out before and has given head but that's it and with the way Rihmeek talks to me I swear I want to drop my panties and let him have me but I'm scared.

I just feel like I'm not the only one and I'm worth too much be getting played with. "Yuh such bad bowy yuh kno dat" I say as he placed the camera back on him winking. Was I going to tell him I was a virgin? Hell no but can he get the pussy? Hell the fuck yes. "Nah ma you the bad one, when we gone met each other so a real nigga like me can finally show off my girl in real life" he says as I sighed.

"Why can't you come see me, you really want me come chase after me" I smiled as he licked his lips. "I'll see what I can do" he says as sat back tying my robe tighter. "You ain have to do all that ma, I was enjoying the view." He says as giggled. "Oh hush and why you always say that? Are you scared" I ask as he sat up. "What you mean" he says as I sighed. "I must not be the only one" I ask hearing talking in his background. "Look I gotta go but I'll text you beautiful" he says as I rolled my eyes.

"Whateva Rihmeek" I say ending the call yet annoyed that he didn't answer my question. Gathering my things I placed my clothes back on before leaving out heading back to work thinking about Rihmeek. I'm really starting to lose hope in what we have going on and I'm tired of having this feeling that I'm not the only one. Should I just call things off and break up with him or should we just meet, talk things over, then go from there? Those were the questions running through my mind as I headed back to my office.

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