The inside.

Hello my old friend

It's been a while since I've felt your touch
Holding my tight in your embrase
Once so close
Now feels like a stranger
Once so comforting
Now a feeling of fear
So sudden, so painful
Stirring up old thought
Bringing to light
That of which I've laid to rest
Days, weeks, months; clean
Free from crimson and regret
Tidal wave of memories
Darkness coming through
You cannot win my old friend
I have fought and won once
I can do it again
You have no power here
Its good to see you old friend
But you cannot stay
I know you will be back
But until then
Leave my happiness alone
I wish you wouldn't come back
So much progress
So many achievements
You can't take that away
Not again
So until next time
Depression....