Alone Together || Min Yoongi BTS

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Dear Min Yoongi,

I'm telling you this because I'm following you soon too Yoongi. I know you wouldn't be able to read this but somehow I'm hoping that if someone does read these letters to you, they'd learn something. To say it before it's too late.

I couldn't take it anymore Yoongi. I miss talking to you. I miss seeing your smile and it has only been 4 days since your funeral. I couldn't bear it anymore. We were both alone before we met. Surrounded by friends yet still so alone. We could be alone together.

Maybe that's why we're like this. We're magnets of the same pole. We repel each other. We repelled each other from the start yet we both ignored it. We tried to make it work. We both got hurt.

Maybe in another life then. Maybe I'll be strong enough for the both of us in the next life.

Maybe looking at you was a mistake if I'd get hurt like this. Maybe if I didn't trip you'd be alive. Maybe I won't be this hurt. Maybe I wouldn't fall in love. I shouldn't have fallen in love. Especially when the person who I want to catch me is gone. All things that fall : breaks.

I fell in love with you Min Yoongi. Maybe in another life.

From your shoelace girl,
                 
                Kim Nabi
                    

I folded the last letter I have for him and put it in a box. I left it on the ground near the tree Yoongi and I used to sit under. I went inside the car and took my phone.

"I'm sorry. Goodbye." I sent to everyone on my phone book. I looked at the ring on my finger. My phone blew up with notifications and I left with the box.

I looked at the lake in front of me. The sun was rising too. Such a beautiful view. I went inside the car and looked at the picture of the boys and I and the picture of Yoongi and I. A tear fell from my eye. I turned the car on and accelerated to the water. I closed my eyes for the impact. I let the darkness and cold water envelop me.

Forgive me. I've been alone for too long.