Falling in love with the sex god Josh Cuthbert (UnionJ fanfic)

Can I trust anyone?

A/N

HEY! If you've been reading from when I first published the book the main girls name was Asha Banerjee. I've decided to change the names for many reasons. Now her name is Zara Reed. Don't get confused and don't be thinking "Who the fuck is Zara?!"

Zara is the main girl instead of Asha!

Alright kids keep reading!

Bye the way I'm not an adult! I'm a teenager :P Just to clarify!

xox

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I woke up and looked in the mirror. I had panda eyes, literally. My eyes were as red as blood (not really) because I cried myself to sleep. I brushed my teeth.

I heard someone knocking on the door. Who would visit me at this time of day? Fuck I'm scared. I don't know this place! where are the bloody stick?!

A knife will do the job!

I ran to the kitchen and went through all of the draws. Yes! A knife!! I grabbed it and slowly tiptoed to the living room. I hid behind the sofa, pointing the knife towards the door.

They kept banging the door. It's going to be okay Zara. Breathe in and out. Okay.

*BANG*

Fucking hell.

"Open the door!!!" someone shouted. The voice sounded familiar.

I slowly walked towards the door. The knife was still in my hand.

*BANG*

I opened the door slowly.

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?!" I screamed with the knife up in my hand.

"WOAH WOAH ZARA! PUT THE KNIFE DOWN! IT'S ME NORA!"

I slowly put the knife down. I started trembling. Tears came down.

"Oh honey, it's okay. It's alright to get scared. You haven't adjusted. For all I know you have never had your own house! Don't worry babe, it will sink in that you have your own house and the responsibility is all yours. Come on. Give me a hug."

I went in. I needed it. I was shaking so much.

It's not even that. I'm not sad about my own house.

Everything has just gone past me. I don't know where I am. My mum has died. My dad is a murderer. My bestfriend turned out to be a bitch.

I have nothing but memories.

I can't trust anyone. Not even Nora. Poor Nora has to look after me. I feel sorry for her.

"Come on, lets sit down." Nora insisted.

"What did you do yesterday?" she asked.

"Nothing. Yesterday was so unproductive. I hated it. I want to go back to school." I said.

"Aw honey. And I'm afraid you can't go back to school but you can go sixth form."

"Okay, as long as I get out of her TODAY." I exclaimed.

"Okay hun, listen. Why don't you go out with one of your friends! Have fun! You deserve it!" Nora insisted.

"Um okay."

"yeah?"

"yeah."

Who the fuck do I call?! I don't have Alana, all the other contacts are douches. DEAN! The guy I made out with in Joshs party.