Falling in love with the sex god Josh Cuthbert (UnionJ fanfic)

I knew it

A/N

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

IT'S 2014 BABY!

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I woke up, I found a text from Amy Pond (Amelia my agent) saying that I have another shoot at 12:00. It wasn't that far from where I live, only a few miles but I can take the train. I know London up from down. I always travel!

I did my everyday routine. Yes Nora popped in. I left my house. I went to the place where I had to model for. I was there for hours!! Every hour I called Josh but he didn't pick up. I came back home at 4:00 but I had to go to Gemini Management for some reason. I made my way there.

I entered into Amy Ponds office and there she was.

"Zara, your first two shoots have been a hit!" She exclaimed.

"Wow thanks." I said with a massive grin.

"Here is your money. Well earnt. Your £500.00"

'No fucking way. For two shoots only?! I love this job!" but I knew the management was making more money out of me but I didn't give to fucks.

"Okay, mind your language!! But you did well. On your way back home make sure you don't get robbed because that isn't our problem. Tomorrow you have a shoot. I'll text you the details later."

"Alright bye." I replied as I left.

I called Josh several times now and he didn't reply. My lord! Is he that busy?!

I'm getting really frustrated. He is supposed to call me every single day.

He must be ill. Aw as a girlfriend I should pay him a visit.

I wore a red dress and left the house. I found his door already open so I went in. How irresponsible. I'm going to surprise him.

I heard his voice and slowly opened up the living room door.

I saw Josh with his shirt off.

I stood there watching.

I stood there watching Josh seductively kissing a random girl. They were all over each other. His hands went up her skirt. She took her top off and started nibbling on Joshs neck. He betrayed me. I could no longer watch this. My heart is literally broken.

Tears started streaming down my eyes. I hadn't started to properly cry.

"Josh." I said. "How could you?".

"Zara. ZARA! THIS ISN'T WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE!" He said putting his tshirt back on.

"Yes it is. You betrayed me."

Josh came and pulled me back onto him.

"Let go of me Josh. Don't even touch me." I uttered.

"Zara I swear. Just listen to me." He said.

"I don't need to hear anything. I've already seen everything. How could I ever think of trusting you?! I'm so stupid." 

"Listen!!!" Josh shouted.

"NO! I've had enough of people betraying me and I can't take it any longer. Why did you even ask me out if you knew this was going to happen?" I exclaimed.

"Zara, you don't know."

"I do know! I've been hurt enough times, I should've known. I can't trust anyone."

"For god sake!" He shouted.

"You betrayed me. Which means I don't have any trust in you whatsoever. And how can I be with someone I don't trust?"

"What are you trying to say Zara?" he asked.

"I can't be with you." I whispered as I trembled my lips looking down.

"Zara. LISTEN!"

"That's why you didn't answer my calls! Because you were playing with her."

"Be quiet!" He screamed.

"You know what Josh. I'm glad you're doing this. I was stupid to think I could date a badboy. I never had feelings for you. I just needed someone to get over the death of my mum. I'm alright. So this was a good chance for me to tell you. I don't need you. I never felt anything for you."

Saying that broke the inside of me. I soon regretted saying that. It felt like there was claws going down inside of me, scrapping me body. It hurt.

"You don't mean that Zara." He said in a monotone tone.

"Oh I do." I said backing away to the door.

I turned to the door, holding the handle. I stayed in that position for 30 seconds and I slowly started crying.

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JOSHS P.O.V

What was she talking about? How can she use me like that? I never thought I could settle for one girl. I thought she was perfect. That we were perfect for each other.

I went to her and grabbed her from her back.

"Zara. Here me out." I said calmly.

"I have nothing to listen to! I'm leaving." She uttered whilst crying.

"So what" I said.

"We're over." Zara muttered as she left.

Normally when girls say that I don't give fuck but this time it hurt.

I can't believe she didn't have feelings for me. I wasted my time on her.

I grabbed my phone and called Zara several times but she didn't pick up. It doesn't feel good being hurt. I normally hurt people, now I know how they feel. It's not nice.

She broke up with me for no reason.

She doesn't know the story behind it and she refused to listen to me. I can't get over her. We have only been together for a few days but it seems like forever.

That girl I made out with peeked through the door and put her two fingers together and directed me to go to her but I got angry.

"GET THE FUCK OUT!" I shouted.

She put her clothes on and left. I am a really sensitive person when something bad happens in my life. I broke down on the floor. This is nothing like me.

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A/N

THE SHORTEST CHAPTER I HAVE EVER WRITTEN!!

What do you think will happen? How will Zara take it?
Why was Josh making out with a girl?

These questions will be answered in the next few chapters:$

ANYWAY! I NEED YOUR ADVICE!

Should I write a few chapters then publish them all at once so you don't have to wait for a chapter getting published and you can read them all at once? That wil take time

Or....

Carry on publishing them one at a time?

TELL ME PLEASE URGENTLY

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