I try to hide
My fears inside
The darkness of my mind.
In the night
My cuts will scream
No one can hear my cries.
I am not here
I'm lost in fear
I'm trapped in broken thoughts.
I know of pain
And suffering
But in my mind I'm blocked.
If we just met
Then you don't know
Of whom I used to be.
I'm gone, I'm lost
I don't exist
If only they could see.
The endless lies
Of happiness
Are shields from what is true.
Of those who
Understand my lies
I know that there are few.
I've dug a hole
4 miles deep
Just one can get me out.
Their empty words
They think they help
They just fill me with doubt.
I cut and bruise
And kill my mind
To take away the pain.
But what's the point
Of living if
I'm stuck inside my brain.
