At first...
Everything seems fine...
You think it's gonna stay this way...
That it will get better...
better everyday...
Until one day...
It all stops...
You never expect it...
How it feels...
It BrEaks you...
In a million little pieces...
That cant be put back together...
It seems fine at first...
But it doesn't last...
It never lasts...
It never does...
One happy moment...
Gets out ruled...
By the bad ones...
That swallow you and take over...
You drown...
You drown in sorrow and the tears these memories have made...
There's no one there to save you...
You drown...
Alone...
Your floating there...
Dead...
And no one cares...
That I am currently drowning...
In an ocean...
Made up of my tears...
Every tear is a bad memory...
It hurts...
But when I let each tear fall...
I feel better...
The memories aren't gone...
But pieces are...
They fall apart...
Until they're finally gone...
It feels so good...
To let go of those tears...
Every night...
I cry...
I cry myself to sleep...
Wondering...
What's wrong with me?...
But no one answers...
I sit there alone...
Waiting for the last tear to drop...
It will fall...
Into my ocean...
And I will finally drown...
I will drown...
All because...
I thought it was all fine...
I thought I was gonna be happy...
I thought it was gonna last forever...
But of course...
That was AT FIRST...
And at first never stays...
It only leaves when it drowns you...
Tear by tear...
I'll drown...
All because I believed in AT FIRST....
~Anonymous~
