Almost Like a Miracle

Prologue

A/N: Thank you guys for checking out my story. Just a little creative twist on Playful Kiss! I'm a new writer to feel free to criticize all you want because I am not very good at writing. Again you MUST watch Playful Kiss before reading the story because I am building off of a already known story. I do not own any scenes or names that appear in the drama. Everybody please enjoy!!! Just a few words that are explained to those who don't know

Jinjja - Really?

Komawo- Thank you

Ya- Hey!

Italics - thoughts of the POV

Oh Ha Ni POV

"Baek Seung Jo!"

Those words ringed through my ears as I stared blankly through the bus window watching the rain fall. What hurt me more than shouting the name of someone I swore I would never love again was the way Joon Gu looked at me when I did.

-30 minutes earlier-

 Wow. The food Boon Joon Gu made for me tasted delicious.

You made all this?! Wow, you really are the best chef!" I exclaimed.

"Jinjja?! Ha Ni, you really make my heart flutter when you say things like that!" Joon Gu said looked at me with his wide eyes. I could tell he was blushing just a little bit.

" But it is true! Joon Gu is the best!" I held up a thumbs up to reassure him of my statement.

Joon Gu put his hand on his chest. " Aww Ha NI you make me feel like the luckiest man alive right now! Here, eat some more marinated beef." He picked up a slice of beef and fed it to me. Though I wanted to eat more, I hadn't really had an appetite lately.

" Ah, I'm so full!"

" How can you be full already? There is still a lot that you haven't eaten." Joon Gu motioned to the other plates I didn't even touch yet.

" That'll be for next time." As I said that his face looked down. " But this was really delicious Joon Gu. Be sure to tell my dad. I think it'll be a hit with him too" He raised his eyes back towards mine and smiled.

" Do you really think so? Komawo Ha Ni." He reached for a cup. " Drink this too. This is apricot liquor and it's good for digestion." I drank some of it. It tasted bitter but if Joon Gu says it is good for me then I will believe it.

" Ah Joon Gu, you're really something. Maybe its possible that you're a better cook than my dad."

" Ahh How can you say that? I still have a long way to go before I catch up to Chef!" I chuckled. " But I'm happy that you keep complimenting me like this." He put his hand on his heart. "My heart is thumping!" He moved his hand up and down in a beating motion and I laughed out loud.

Joon Gu-ya. I can always trust you to make me laugh and smile at times like this. And for that, I will always be thankful towards you.

I looked out the window and noticed the pouring rain."

" Wow, its raining a lot." He looked out the window as well. I noticed Joon Gu's hands rubbing together, which is something he does when he is nervous. I knew what he wanted to talk about but I still didn't know how to answer him.

" So, Ha Ni," Oh no.

" Huh?" Don't act like you don't know what he is going to ask.

" What I said to you before, I meant what I said." I just nodded my head slowly, not looking at him.

" Did you think about it at all?" I have Joon Gu. I know you have only loved me since high school and you have done everything for me. I know you want  to date and get married and just live the rest of our lives happily together but I just can't Joon Gu. I need more time.

That is what I planned to say whenever he asked me again but all I could say was "Uh, yeah."

C'mon Ha Ni you can say it.

" But, I think I'm going to need more time-"

" You haven't decided yet?" He looked at me with an impatient look on his face. "About Seung Jo," When he said that name my heart felt pain. Don't talk about him.

" He has even gone arranged marriage meeting! You haven't been able to move on at all?" No I have! He needs to know that this has nothing to do with him!

" No that's not why-"  "Ha Ni" I stopped talking and looked at him.

" What do you like about such a cold, rude punk like him? Huh?" I just stayed silent. "I told you this before already, I'm home. No matter when you decide to come back, I'll be there" Then he looked down and said " But even a house isn't meant to be left standing empty for too long as it'll become useless."

" Jong Gu-" BOOM! A big sound of lightning rippled through the shop. It shocked me so much as I screamed loud and covered my ears. I felt Joon Gu's hands on my arms.

" Ha Ni, are you okay?" I looked up and his face was close to mine.

" Yes." I said as I tried to move away from him but his grip tightened.

" Ha Ni, I really like you."

" Joon Gu!" I tried to pull myself away from him but he wouldn't let go.

" Please? Ha Ni please-"

" Joon Gu, don't act like this! Joon Gu!" I pulled myself away so hard that I made both of us fall to the ground. Joon Gu fell with half of his body on mine.

No, No.

I looked up and his face was inches away from mine. "Don't do this Joon Gu." I kept hitting him but his face was coming closer to mine. "Ya! Don't do this Joon Gu!" Our noses were almost touching. I really don't want to be with Joon Gu this way.

" Seung Jo!" When I said that name I could feel Joon Gu stop and I took that as an opportunity to push him off me. At that moment, I realized what I said and I also was taken back by what I said. How could I even possibly think of him right now? Joon Gu's face was overcome with sadness and regret. I really didn't want to end the night like this.

" Joon Gu-"

" So I guess I won't do." He said as he looked away from me. At that moment a whole wave of guilt filled me up. I can't stay here any longer.

" I'm sorry Joon Gu." I got up quickly and ran out the shop in the rain, leaving Joon Gu by himself. As I ran tears started coming out mixing in with the rain drops. I came to the nearest bus stop hoping it would be arriving soon.

I don't deserve him. How could I live happily with him when all I did was cause him pain?

The bus finally came and I hurried up and got on. I sat near the back and laid my head against the window.

Seung Jo. Seung Jo. Seung Jo. I couldn't get him out of my head. Why couldn't he love me like I love him? Why did he have to be so mean to me? I dozed off with these thoughts in my head.

I came off the bus to my stop. I looked around the bus stop booth. I sighed. No one.

What were you expecting dumb Ha Ni? Seung Jo to be waiting for you with an umbrella and bouquet of roses on his knees apologizing and begging for you to be with him? Of course not.

I chuckled as more tears fell. Well, something like that would be more precious to me than a miracle. I sat on the bench under the booth with my knees pulled up to my face. I just kept crying. But why does it feel like you should be here with me? Ahhh , Baby Oh Ha Ni. I can imagine Seung Jo saying something like that to me. Oh well, he is probably doing something fun with his future wife Hae Ra. More tears fell. Why can't you like me? What's wrong with me? I have only loved you for most of my life and you haven't even done something as little as acknowledge me as a woman! But why cant I love anyone else? How stupid, lonely ,desperate someone has to be to only love one person! But I guess that describes me perfectly

Stupid, Lonely, Desperate, Crybaby Oh Ha Ni.

Did you guys enjoy? Again I take criticism well so feel free to way whatever you like. Goodbye loves!