Secrets written within the rose petals

Rose 2

December, 1 2014
It's been 3 and half months or more? I don't even know. All I know is that finals are 2 weeks. Our scenes did amazing we got an A. Me and Mark have got closer. A lot... Jacob and I become really good friends . So let's see.
"Bella were starting our dance final ..." Mark starts to say. I'm sitting down in the dance room stretching. "Yeah I kinda wanna do a solo instead of dancing with Ariana and you is that okay..?" He smiles
"I was going to ask you if you want to do a duet just you and me..?"
I stop stretching "oh !! That'll be cute!! Sure! We got to talk to Arianna to see if she's okay with it okay" he nods
Arianna walks in "Bella ! Mark ready?"
Mark and I look at each other. "Umm Arianna Mark and I wanted to do a duet... is that okay?"
Arianna nods "of course I kinda suspected you guys are I'll just work with Maddy and Riley"
I smile and look at Mark. Mrs. Wollen walks in.
"Okay class you know you have to choreograph your own dance there solos or groups now go on kitties do your thing"
I look at Mark "This is going to be great!"
"What song Mark...?"
He grabs his phone "I was hoping for How to save a life"
I look at him "It's like you read my diary , I've always wanted to do a dance to that song ..."
He shrugs "Bella you mention it to me way to many times and since we became such good friends let's do it!"
I laugh and shake my head "Mark you are one of a kind ... don't ever change ..please" I look up at him, my eyes are soft and a bit of pleading in them.
He pulls me into an embrace "not planning onto little flower "
Mark and I started our dance. It was beautiful.
December 2, 2014
I had a bit of trouble sleeping again, but then again finals coming up who wouldn't? Now Mark and I did finish part of our dance quiet quickly. Now it's 9:00 am and I'm still not awake fully. It's second period which is photo. As always I walk in and sit new to Greyson. "Hey dork!" I set my stuff aside.
He laughs "its morning dork not hi dork get it right." I roll my eyes. "Stop rolling your eyes they're going to stay like that "
"Like I care ! Wait actually I do... anywho what's our assignment?"
"Well if you pay attention then being on that damn phone and that app what is called Tumble?, Tumblet? Tumbling? Hmm?"
"Tumblr you idiot and I do I just really don't know what to do" I take out my Polaroid.
He looks at it and then up at me "Well our project is to take a picture of someone or something that we love and inspires us"
I move my lips to side and think "like our parents?"
He nods "kinda like your priest and how much you admire him"
I nod "that is true first priest I've heard say that being gay is okay"
"Shouldn't it be? I mean it's love right! But Belle you're straighter than a pole I'll be damn the pole looks crooked next to you" he jokes and chuckles.
"I know but I believe in equality , you know I'm anti feminist and even anti church at times even though I love it , that doesn't mean I can't disagree but i guess it just took a good priest to find that understand that not everything we do is a sin and we're humans , god loves everybody no matter what" I take a picture of Greyson and it slowly comes out of my black Polaroid. Greyson simply takes it away and shakes it a bit.
"I can't believe you are so .. I don't know like such a believe in equality if your parents are totally against LGBT community , I always come to your house so does Arianna, Jacky, Marie and even Jacob but not ever Mark and I know we been friends longer but .. Mark and you are like the best of friends" he looks at his picture and sets it on my desk sighing a bit. "Why..?"
I gulp and grab the picture and put it in my photo book. "It's just you know my parents they'll make Mark feel awkward due to the fact he's well he's uhh transgender..." i look away as I say it. Greyson pokes my arms.
  "Belle ... why do they care I don't know how they're your parents ... you're nothing alike it's ju-" I cut him off.
"I don't want to talk about it okay ... they are who they are and that's okay I'm different and I am who I am they don't define me..." I say proudly.
   "That's the biggest lie you ever told... and you know why.."
  I look at him and squint my eyes "what are you talking-" . Now he cuts me off.
  "Soon or later you'll find out what I'm talking about ... for now let's just go outside and those Tumblr kids you try so hard to be like you fucking hipster.."
   "Yes sir" I get up.
   "Yes sir? Kinky I like it!" I smack his arm
  "Oh shush it!"
   I really didn't know what Greyson was talking about that day .. but  I did find out..