my love for you

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*sobs!*
Umma,appa ,,wae? *sob!*
I hate you umma,appa*sob!*
Why did you leave me?!
Now I'm alone*sob*
The two of you are always unfair
*sob!*

"Jinhee its time for you to let go.." Mrs.park said..
"Jinhee let's just pray for their soul
We both know that they will be sad if they see you like this'" Mrs park added

"They should be..*sob*"
I said between my sobs

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After my parents burial..

I cleared up my mind
And I give my forgiveness to my beloved parents..
Its all just an accident,, and accident the lead them to their death..
It is just hard for me to accept that they're gone..
And now I'm alone

"Waeyo??*sob*
Once again I'm crying ,I can't help it
Seeing this house that sopose to be noisy because of my mom,but now
I only heard my self crying.

"Jinhee? Are you here?"Mrs park
While knocking in my room

"N-ne"
I answers

Mrs park enter my room
Mrs park is my mom bestfreind
And I'm still lucky because Mrs park never leave me..

"Dear your crying again"
SHe sat beside's me
Then  hug me..
By her hug ,,I felt a warm hug just like mom..a hug that I really miss

As I calm down
Mrs park handed me a paper.

"I made a promise to your mom jinhee,, you'r leaving with us from now on.."

I look to the papers..
And it's my umma and appa's property and and their bank account's

I refused ,,because I don't want to leave this house,,this house is full of memory by my parents ,,but then Mrs park said its for the best,,so I agree, first step to kill this sorrow..

"Let's pack your things dear..from now on you are not alone.."he said while patting my head"I'm sure jimin will be happy"he added"

"Jimin?" I asked

"My son"she say while smiling at me..

I just smile back

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At mrs park mansion

"From now on this is your house too,,
And call me aunt "she said

I just keep silence
Till we enter the mansion..

"Just follow our maid jinhee she will lead you to your room...then lets take a dinner"

I followed the maid..
"This is your room mam."

"Thank you"

As I enter to my new room..
I saw two beds..the first bed color is blue and the second bed is violet
So I take the violet be

Mrs or aunt park
Said I will be sharing a room with jimin since
They only have 4 rooms
2 for the maids and driver
The other room is for Mr and Mrs park.

I just wonder why aunt park didn't bother that I'll share room with jimin,,
Jimin is a guy,,and you know guy thing..maybe jimin is a gay!!oh my.what emmay thinking to aunt park  son

I just take a shower
Then I go downstairs for dinner..
As I walk down ,,I step on something
That cause for me to slept,,
I almost fell to the stairs

"Oh my god!!jinhee are you ok?"then aunt park rush to me,,checking if Im hurt.."thank god",,,he sigh as a relief

" whaa! M-my toy!!m-mommy my toy it's its br-oken!"

I look to the one whos crying..

I'm surprise by his attitude..
He look like just my age but his acting like a 5 year old

I'm sure he's just as my age

"Baby don't cry.we will buy new one.
But,, promise me you'll fix your toy after using them,,,look what happen to jinhee she almost fell
Because of your toy"aunt park said..
While wiping the boy's tears

Sob!*"j-jimin p-p-romi-sed"
Jimin said.

So his name is jimin
I can't help it to smile
He had a muscular body a white skin chubby cheeks pink pouty lips and a cat eye.
He look so cute and handsome, I wonder why he act that way is he a special child?autism?
Or mentally disabled(duh it's just the same)

"Now say sorry to jinhee"

"I-im sorry j-ji-jinhee j-jimin
pro -promi-sed. I-i won't d-di it a-again"..

I chuckled because of his attitude
" its ok jimin stop crying ok?" Then I tap His head

Suddenly jimin hug me..
I almost jump
Looking at jimin smiling while hugging me

"Aww look's like jimin like you"aunt park said.
" he usually don't hug other people unless he like them"..

"Now let's eat,,"

Jimin sit beside me..

While were eating
Aunt chenul said jimin needs an extra caring because he is autism

So jimin is now 16 just like me but his mind is just like 6 year old
And jimin is currently undergoing on a therapy then attending a special class at the same time

While we're eating as expected to a 6 year old mind ,,he is just playing to his food

That's why I feed him

"Jimin here's the airplane say ahh'""
  "Ahhh-----chomp*chomp*"

While feeding jimin I can see to my peripheral vesion ,that aunt chenul is looking at us happily