Sensuality and Sensibility

In Denial

I said no, but my shaft nod in disagreement. 
I tried to stop, yet my hand moved and kept squeezing tight. 
I turned about, still my head keeps turning back. 
I'm near collapse, speechless, staring, waiting. 
My heart skips a bit and runs wild whenever you're at my side. 

I said I'd control it, hide it and pretend; 
To not show my feelings, feign nonchalance, 
As I keep you engaged, distracted, occupied. 
But my eyes can't lie and my voice couldn't deny; 
I love you so damn much, I'll take yoy any way I can. 

Let out the fire, melt the ice. 
Touch you, feel you, fuck you, make you cum! 
All of these, I’ve dreamed about, 
Making me crazy and hungry with lust. 
Aye! Deny all my might, but soon…