The Lost Light (Liam Payne)

3. I deserved it?!

I wish many things would be so much easier. When I think about my past my heart stops beating for a while. When I think about the times when everyone bullied me. When I went to tell about it to mom, she said that maybe there is something wrong with me. When dad didn't let me hang out with my friends. Everyone hated me. He said that he didn't want to have a girl. When he got drunk he hurted me. He threw me outside the house on rainy nights. Mom never said anything because she was afraid of dad. And she didn't like the fact too that I was a girl. That one time when I told my dad to fuck off he almost killed me. From then pain has been my friend. They told me that if I tell someone about tha way they treat me, I'll get into big troubles.

I took some money with me and then Ally called that they were on their way. Her mom promised to take us to the cinema. When we arrived there we decided to watch the hunger games. I loved every part of the movie. We ordered two big popcorn's and the other was for Jen because she ate so much. I actually loved Ally and Jen. They were so nice and made me laugh. Now it feels like I have friends. Friends that I haven't had for four years. Ater the movie we were hungry so we went to mcDonalds to eat. When we were done of eating it was very late and time to go home. I told the girls that I'll ask mom to pick me up. They left and I called mom.

"Hi, I'm at mcDonalds can you take me home?"

"Cara why are you outside at 10pm?!" She shouted.

"What the fuck mom? It's friday and I'm old enought to take care of myself! Are you fucking going to come now or not?!" I couldn't control my words. They just came out of my mouth.

"You know what?: I'm totally wrong if I blame your father for anything! Everything he did to you was right because you deserved it. And no I'm not coming! If you are old enough then you can also walk home!"

After that all I was shocked. Did she really say that? Did I really deserve that?! That's it! I was not going home tonight! I'll stay somewhere. Maybe I have to sleep in the streets but I'm never going home! I ran as fast as I could. Then I got tired of running so I sat on a chair that I found next to me. I cried and cried. Then I saw as a drunk group was walking towards me. I was wrong. They walked past me. I put my face in my hands and cried. "Hey aren't you Cara?" I heard that voice saying. When I looked up he ws standing there in front of me.I nodded. He shouted to the other guys that they can leave he'll stay here. I was a little bit scared to be here with Liam. "You want to stay at my house for the night?" He asked and I answered that I'll find a other place. I stood up and was about to leave when he took my hand. "I know you've heard bad things about me but I promise to be as good to you as I can." First I was aboutt o say no but then I didn't have any other places to go. "Only if it's ok for you." I said.

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