Savior [Saeran choi a.u]

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This is all your fault

You don't deserved to be born

You're a disgrace

The words played in my mind like lyrics to my favorite song except the melody is much more painful than I remembered. I have been eating up the guilt all by myself. . I was born to be hated by people , even by my own flesh and blood. Or so they say .

Family?

Dad never actually looked at me with a smile . Mom never lend me a shoulder to cry on. My siblings never even talk nicely to me . Never . I was all alone . I have friends but they left long ago , thinking I was a monster. Funny .

Everyone thinks I'm a monster.

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"Thank you" Haneul said to the movers as they waved. She closed the door before sliding down to the door, staring at the empty space of her new apartment . An apartment that she could least afford with her savings . It was small , nothing fancy to be precise. She stared at the plain brown boxes that the movers had set up at the corner .

She felt something furry sat on her lap , she looked down to see her cat as it purred. "This is our home now, Fawn" Haneul whispered, stroking her head softly . "This is home" she sighed, leaning back against the wooden door.

"C'mon , time to unpack" She stood up , stretching her body slightly .

Haneul had cleared all the boxes and the house is still a bit empty because she's not an expert when it comes to home interior . She prefers everything to be simple. That's just her life motto.

She took out the thrash and walked back to her apartment . She was unlocking her apartment until the apartment door that was across from hers opened, revealing a white hair guy with pink tips . His arms was covered with tattoos . 'Scary' Haneul thought before his eyes caught hers . The boy raised his eyebrows at her weird look.

Haneul blinked her eyes a few times as she searched for words to say . "Oh-Hi-I'm.. Haneul and I-I just moved here , nice to m-" she stuttered but before she could even finished he had slammed the door in her face . 'What a bitch' she thought.

The house advertisement were clearly lying when they said , 'great neighbors' . She quickly got inside her apartment, throwing the keys into the small bowl she had set on the kitchen counter .

"What is his fucking deal , anyways?" She rolled her eyes , whispering to herself as Fawn purred.

"I'm so tir-" she yawned until a knock interrupted the moment . She furrowed her eyebrows in confusion before opening it to see the boy or the 'so-called great neighbor'.

"Oh, it's you" she mumbled , glaring slightly. The boy handed her bunch of letters that was addressed with her name .

"They keep putting it in my letter box" he said.

"...thank you , sorry if it annoyed you" she said , taking the letters. The boy turned around to leave but he turned back to Haneul .

"I-I'm...Saeran" he said awkwardly before actually leaving.

"Nice to meet you then" Haneul said , shrugging.