Not Everyone Was Born To Be A Luna...

Am I really alone?

            ***Chase's P.O.V***

I feel asleep later that night and hoped that I would wake up in Canters arms. Although when I woken up Canter was not here. I sighed in frustration and rolled back over and smelled his scent. I tried mind linking him but that was of no use. As to why i have no idea. I was furious and I couldn't help but feel a pain in my heart. I missed Canter so damń much and I wished he would just return and not stay gone for to long. It just wasn't the same without him near. I was so used to seeing his bright smile or seeing him laugh at my corniness. But now ever since I found my mate and it turned about to not be Canter. Its all gone.. sorta downhill.

No worries though, because today I planned on getting up and making the big bad alpha reject me. Yes I know he was my mate but that didn't stop me from hating his guts. I didn't love this piece of crap alpha. No matter what was happening I wouldn't dare to turn to him for anything. Today would be the day that this whole MATE bond would dissipate.

I got up out of Canters bed and yawned, walked over to the closet lazily and grabbed a navy blue over sized tee and slid it on. As I headed to my room I was walking and twisted my ankle. Which so happened that my SO called mate, was there to catch me. I growled in annoyance and jerked away from his hold and continued on to my room. I could feel his stare on me, and least to say. Did it bug me? Yes, but I couldn't control him. After all I was allowing him to watch me walk away.

I reached my cold and dull room I opened the closet and grabbed a pair of shorts. I grabbed a hair tie and made the loose baggy shirt fit me somewhat as I put the shirt in a little tail in the back. I went to my bathroom and throughly brushed my hair out and put on a light shade of mascara and eyeliner along with some chapstick. I let out a breath of air and slid on a pair of black ankle socks, along with my black converse. If anything I plan on looking my best and making him reject the weird, psycho wolf of the pack.

As I headed out with my phone in my hand I clicked on Canters contact, and clicked the call button. It rang all four or five times before it went to his voicemail. I growled in frustration and tried to call again. I was now in the kitchen and eating a bag of chips that I found in the pantry. I sat on the stool and called once more. Again it went to voicemail. I yelled in frustration and slammed my phone on the island.

"Why are you still trying? He's gone there is no point. You found your mate. Why don't you just live your life with him?"

"Because it's not that simple."

I looked up and was face to face with Isabel. Yes she is a bitćh but me and her have a past. We used to be best friends as pups. All three of us. Canter, me, and Isabel. Although when Isabel started crushing on our future alpha she distanced herself from us and became friends with the other fetish girls of the pack that goo goo ga gad over him. That's when she started to hate me and resent me. I couldn't help but start to dislike her back. She hated me, but I could never bring myself to stoop as low as her.

She was so in love with Jaxson and I just refused to be his mate. Even though we were no longer friends. I still respected her authority as my Luna. After all I never wanted to be Luna. I just wanted to be a casual pack member loyal to their alpha and Luna. But me Luna? I would of never pictured it. I refuse to be the Luna of this pack. After all Isabel deserves it. She's done so much for this pack. She is gorgeous and everyone loves her. She deserves the title of Luna and that's why if he won't reject me, then I'll just have to reject him.

"Why not? Why wouldn't up want the pack hottie, ummm the alpha. Are you blind Chase? I know I dated him and all but if you two are mates then the moon goddess set you two to be with each other and I can't change that.. even if I wanted to.."

"Listen. I don't like him and I won't either. I respect you Isabel your my Luna I'm not your Luna. I don't deserve that title. However you do. So if I can't make him reject me by the end of today. Then I'm rejecting him."

I could see the shine in her eyes when she heard what I said. She seemed happy again and she seemed as if all her hopes weren't lost. She saw a future and a possibility that she would be his mate. After all second chance mates do exist but only in those who earn it. And I see Isabel earning it. See she had met her mate but he rejected her. She was fine with it because she didn't love him either it was completely a mistake from the moon goddess but now I have a sly feeling something big is going to happen.

I stood up and started heading out of the kitchen, but before I could exit Isabel used her wolf speed and blocked my exit. Which made a snarl escape my lips. She sighed and spoke up.

"OKAY Chase. I understand but please.. just take one moment to hear me out. I know how I left you and canter alone I understand how that made you guys feel we were best friends and what I did was wrong. Could you please forgive me.. and forgive me for treating you like shit for all these years. And can we go back to being... friends? It doesn't have to be friends I mean we can start of as acquain--"

"Okay, listen I forgive you about everything but that me. I Have no idea what Canter would say about this but yes we can be friends again."

"Really! I mean well.. thanks... ummm do you uh wanna hang out?"

"Hang out..? Right now?"

"Yes of course right now silly."

"Right now isn't a good time for me. I think you would understand."

She nodded and we went our separate ways.

Was I alone...

Would Canter return to me..

I have no idea but I know that things are going to become a little hectic..

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