The Return ( Pair Of Kings Fan Fiction )

Chapter 14

Brady Pov

"Okay so guys I'm going back to London-" I started out but boomer didn't let me finish "WHY? why would you go back and leave us again?" he looked so hurt and I couldn't take this leaving my brother not again but I had to I was way to hurt to see Mikayla's or Boz's face every day knowing they betrayed me. "Look I'm sorry Boom so so sorry but the band got this amazing new deal back home and I can't let the lads down I just can't I hope you understand, plus I will come back is like I'm not really I would never leave you again like I did before" I said hopeful so he can understand why I'm doing this, or at least part of it. "Yeah I get it bro, don't worry and I'm happy for you really" after that it was usually the normal king stuff and island things we talked about when we were done I told spencer that it was time for me to talk to mikayla and that she should go ahead. I got close to mikayla and told her that we should talk so we when to her room. As we got there Mikayla sat down in her bed and I sat right there beside. "Brady there is something I need to tell you..." she started and I didn't want this to be more difficult so I cut in "I know about you kissing and I don't need to know what else happened and I don't want to but I think I at least need an explanation because really don- I- don't understand how you could have-" I didn't want to finish because I felt tears coming down my face "Brady-" she said coming close to me, I guess giving me a hug but I moved "Don't just Don't" she looked guilty and about to cry as well "Look I want you to know that I didn't mean too I didn't I let jealousy take over me I was so jealous of you and spencer and I know that doesn't justify what happen that it was be being stupid and really dumb when it comes to our relationship" know she really was crying "Mikayla you know me and spencer are only friends and I just wanted to spend some time with her since we hadn't seen each other in a long long time and I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like I didn't want to spend time with you or neglecting you or that I ever wanted to spend more time with her than you but I would never do what you did to me with anyone because I love you and you should have known that and it should have been enough for you" as said wiping some of her tears of her face and hugging her "I'm sorry Brady I'm sorry for hurting you and I love and I know I screwed up major and I want you to know this wasn't your fault any of it it was all me and I understand if you hate me" I brought her face up with my hands "I can't ever hate you mikayla I get that's my curse and this is why I'm leaving so I can forget that this happened and forgive you and my brother and so when I could come back we can make a clear decision of our relationship but for now this is goodbye" I kissed her softly on his lips but it wasn't the same anymore. I left the room and the girl I though I loved and my love with her and now it was time to think about me and the band and the lads and how glad I'm going home.