I Hate You I Love You

Chapter 16

Adrian's Point of View

"Are you a part of my past?" That question that I never had a guts to tell or to answer to her "Adrian why aren't you answering me?" She asked, I just frozed in my spot.

Gusto ko nya ma laman lahat, pero ayokong ma takot sya sakin, di ko din ginusto yun

"Will you listen to me and let me explain first?" Sabi ko, nag nod lang sya, then I let go of the hug "yes, nag exist ako sa past mo, I'm am the missing piece of you memories, that's why you can't remember it clearly, you almost died because of me, this is all because of me, are you scared now?" I'm will to tell her "I'm willing to tell you everything, if you want space its fine I'm willing to wait for you, I'm willing to wait when you will forgive me, but I'm not willing to lose you"

Shock sya sa sinabi ko sakanya, wala na siyang na sabi.

"I'm sorry" a tear fell from my eyes "I'm trying to fix everything, I trying but I think I can't do it anymore"

She wiped my tears.

"Will you tell me everything?"

"Are you sure? I don't want you to end up hurt" sabi ko sakanya, I really care for her.

"Let's go" bumaba kami ng kotse "Aira if feeling mong confused, tell me" I don't want her to suffer, she already suffered this stupid amnesia, nag holding hands kami while nag lakad kami papunta sa villa.

Pag pasok namin, nag reready na sila.

"What time do we leave?" Tanung ni Aira kay Eun.

"After nyung mag pack, 3 day tayo dun, bring swim wears, at umuna na sila mom at sinaman nila si Alex, Jake and Leon" sabi ni Eun

"Mabuti nalang nga" sabi ni Hanna, nong lumabas sya galing sa room nila Sam

Pumasok kami ni Aira sa kwarto at nag pack kami ng things namin, nag offer nalang din ako na sa bag ko nalang I lagay gamit nya, tinangap nya naman din.

Pag tapos namin lumabas na kami at nag punta ng parking lot, sa Mercedes kami nila Aira, Shaw, Ashton at Simon, nakasya man din ang mga bag namin sa trunk, then nag offer din ako ang mag drive since susunod lang kami kay Eun, then susunod si Hanna.

While on the way there natulog naman mga tao nato including Aira, kumusta na kaya sya, I hope I didn't hurt her or anything.

Naka dating na kami sa destination namin, well I admit maganda ang resort nila, bumaba kami lahat sa kotse, kinuha namin mga bag namin sa trunk, pag pasok namin nakita ko ang dad nila Aira nag antay samin sa lobby.

"Finally, your here, here's your key to your room, there is only 2 rooms that has 2 king size bed then 3 rooms na single king sized bed" sabi ng dad nila.

"I'll share room with Eliza, Ashton and Shaw" sabi ni Eun.

"Mag sama nalang kami nila David, Leon, Liam, at Josh" sabi ni Josh din "para mag sama mga babae si Hanna at Sam"

"Huy nalimotan mo naba ako? Ano ako lalaki?" Here we go again, here comes the bad Aira, binigay ng dad ni Aira ang key sa room namin sakin "dad you will just agree to this? Ok lang ba sayo matulog ako with a guy"

"Ok lang, I trust you, I have a big trust on you and Eun" answer ng dad nya while nag growl sya

"Josh, may St Peter tayong na lampasan kanina" sabi nya with a fake smile, ano kaya balak nyang gawin kay Josh "gusto mo bang dalhin kita doon at mag sukat tayo ng kabaong mo ngayun? Before ka ma goodbye" tumawa ang twin ni Josh na troll, bakit kaya ganyan sila.

After that pumunta kami sa room namin, it's still 8 and 6:30 kami nag leave ng city so mga one hour ang trip namin, pwedi pang matulog or something.

"Adrian, bakit mo na sabi dahil sayo ang accident?" Tanong nya, tumabi ako sakanya sa couch

"I will tell you from the start" nag pause ako "You were my school mate before, you brother never knows about our past or anything, I asked you to be my girlfriend then nag yes ka naman, di ka snob before, di ka din maldita, you are also not into cars, then one day you cough me cheating on you" I stopped, I still cant handle the pain, but nag promise ako sa sarili ko that I will tell her the whole story.

I saw her looked down to her lap "I'm sorry, please" sabi ko sakanya, I hug her.

"You saw me making out with somebody, the moment I saw you crying I was so broken, then you run away from me, I tried to find you but I can't find you, the next day pag punta ko sa school, wala ka dun, then weeks passed wala ka din, I asked your bestfriend Leon if saan ka, he told me that you are in Chicago for a treatment, you got into a car accident daw, that's why Leon di kami close or friends ni Leon ngayun, then umabot ang time na may nag offer sakin, tinangap din ng parents namin ni Jake ang offer na para saming dalawa, then we were brought to Korea, when I saw your brother, really broken, I feel bad, after your treatment when I heard from Eun, sabi nya 'he lost his sister' akala ko namatay ka, I was about to commit suicide but Shaw stopped me, when I bump into you I was really shock, but when I saw you graduating, I just knew that you had into a car accident because of Josh and John, he told me and Alex" I just let her cry in my arms "I hurt you that bad but I promise not to hurt you again" sabi ko sakanya

"Does it really hurt when you lost her?" She asked.

"Super sakit, and what do you mean her, ikaw yun"

"I'm not her anymore, if I'm here why am I different, sabi mo di sya snob, it also hurts Adrian" she sob really hard, I pushed her more in my chest.

"Even you forgot who am I or you change, you are still the Princess I really love from before" I kissed her head, sarap talaga sa feeling, feeling ko kami na pero di pa.

Soon you will be mine again Princess Aira Torres

"I want you back, please let me in" I let go of the hug then kneeled in front of her "can I try?" She just nod "THANK YOU, KAMSHAMIDA, XIEXIE" she just laughed at me.