sixth entry ♫

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8th may 2014.

dear diary,

today, i found the courage to ask him.

we met up at our secret place as usual.

it's on the top of a hill. i don't like going up there because i get tired but when i see taehyung waiting for me, i get all of my strength back.

so, i sat next to him on our rock. we didn't talk for a long time. the wind was strong but it didn't bother us. whenever we were up there, we felt like nothing could stop us and that the sky was within easy reach.

after a moment of comfortable silence, i finally asked him, "is it weird to feel attracted to a boy when you're a boy yourself?"

taehyung stayed silent for a moment. i was scared. so scared. what if after i confessed to him, he didn't want to see me ever again?

my heart would be broken in a trillion pieces.

but his answer wasn't the one i expected.

"it doesn't matter, jungkookie. you like who you like. don't be scared of being different. dare to be different. it's great to stand out from the billions of human beings on this planet."

i looked at him, biting my lip.

i stared at the side of his face.

his blonde bangs were blocking his view but it didn't seem to bother him. i stared at his nose. and then his mouth.

"hyung..." i started softly.

he turned his head to look at me. his eyes stared into mine and i swear i saw millions and millions of stars in them.

kim taehyung was ethereal.

that's why i kissed him.

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