The Suicidal Girl

A Suicide Dream and A Helpful Team

Raven's POV
Dream
I was walking around trying to find the tall building I had come to love. My hood was up and my hands stuffed in my pockets. I heard cars zoom past me not knowing that I was on my way to die.

I finally made it to the amazing building that would take all the pain away. I walked inside and decided on the stairs since it would delay this a little longer.

Once I reached the top of the building I went onto the roof. I walked over to one of the ledges and sall a black vehicle pull up. Four guys burst out of it all running at an equal pace to get inside.

It was the boys I knew because I had left a note. I set my phone on the ground with the lock taken off. The texts where open. I wanted them to see the hate I was sent. I stepped onto the ledge and looked down.

I lifted one foot off and leaned forward. The door burst open and I fell forward. Hearing screams on my way down.

Tears streamed down my face as I fell the breath knocked out of me. I closed my eyes and whispered "I love you guys and good bye world." With that I hit the concrete and everything went black.
End of dream

I shot up and was meet with the face of Vic. He had a worried look on his face and went to say somthing but I launched myself at him. He held me close trying to calm me down to no aveil.

They finally got me calmed down and into the living room.

"Raven." Vic said camly.

"It was just a dream, Vic. Don't worry about it." I said rather quickly

"It's more then just a dream if you started sobbing." He said sternly.

"You want to know?" They nodded."It was a dream about me committing suicide." I said rather bluntly. Mike and Jamie looked at me in shock while Vic and Tony looked sad and disappointed.

"But rave.."
"Just leave it alone please." I begged them. Vic looked down and mumbled a 'no' while Jamie and Mike just nodded a 'yes'. Tony on the other hand said,"I'm not leaving it alone because it made you cry. I'm not letting you fight this alone. So no I will not leave this alone and I know Vic won't either." I just stared at him.

I didn't reply because I knew I would let him in and I'm terrified to do that so I just nodded a yes and stoud up.

I walked to mine and tony's bunk and crawled inside and scooted all the way that my back was aginst the wall knowing Tony would get in later.

My heart throbbed in my head as tears welled up in my eyes. I closed them and balled myself up even tighter and drifted off into a dream less sleep.