The Suicidal Girl

Tell Death Do Us Part (final chapter)

A//N:
How many people will kill me after this chapter? Probably to many to count. Anyway on with the chapter! See ya soon!

************3 months later**********

Tony's POV
Raven's depression never got any better. She continued to self harm,starve herself,and cry.

She said she still loved us,she wanted to get better,but we didn't know how.

So that's what me and Vic are deciding now.

"I don't know,man. Like do we put her in a mental hospital? Therapy?" Vic asked me as I twiddled my thumbs.

"I don't know,Vic. She says she's been to therapy before. Obviously it didn't work. She still wants to die." I said standing up pacing around.

"That means we'd have to put her in a mental hospital. We'd lose Raven for god knows how long." Vic said baring his face in his hands.

Mike and Jamie walked through the door.

"Hey guys." Mike said with a shy smile.

"Hey Mikey." Vic mumbled.

"So.....did we figure something out yet?" Jamie asked shakely.

"We've narrowed it down to sending her to therapy or.... a mental hospital." I said the last part quitely looking over to the stairs. Raven was asleep right now. We had to take every sharp thing out of the room and we always had to lock it if we weren't gonna be home.

"Tony,we can't send her to a hospital. They'll put her on medicine,make her feel even more crazy." Mike said.

"I know. But what else are we supposed to do? Let her get worse cause it sure as hell hasn't gotten better."

"I agree with Tone." A small voice came from the stairs. Our eyes went to it to find Raven,hiding in my hoodie standing at the bottom.

"Rave..." Vic started but couldn't finish.

"I know,Vic. I know it's a bad idea but I wanna be happy! I wanna be able to make you guys smile again. I wanna wear a true smile again. So please Viccy. For me." She said a tear slipped down her face.

"O....Okay,I'll call tomorrow." Vic said crying. She walked over to him and hugged him tight. Once they separated she walked over and hugged me crying into my shirt.

"Thank you,turtle." She whispered.

"Anything for you,babe." I said kissing her head.

************2 weeks later***********

I held Raven's hand as we walked up to the hospital. It was really close to the house so we could come see her everyday.

We asked if she could have anything. They wanted to say no,but when we told them she couldn't sleep without her stuffed turtle or my sweatshirt,they allowed it. But we had to take the strings out.

Once we entered my hand tightened on Raven's. I was gonna lose my little turtle for I don't know how long. Do you think it was gonna be easy? No of course not.

Vic went and got the papers to sign her in. Once she was signed in they took her from us to get everything set.

Before they took her away she was allowed to come tell us goodbye.

She hugged Mike and kissed his cheek,he started to cry and kissed her head.

She hugged Jamie and kissed his cheek,more tears spilled down his face and he kissed her cheek.

She hugged Vic and kissed his cheek,he let out a tiny sob and kissed her head and held on for a moment.

She came over and slipped her phone in my pocket,lock off and all. She wrapped her arms around me and I did the same. I held her as close as I could to me. She pulled away and kissed my lips,I kissed back,then I kissed her nose.

She walked towards the doors and turned around and waved and mouthed 'I love you,guys.' Then she was escorted through the doors.

We all walked out our heads hung low. I held my bracelet we had made together to my chest.

Once we got back home me and Vic started sobbing.

Jamie picked Vic up and took him upstairs. Mike picked me up and took me to my room and tucked me in.

I grabbed her pillow and held it close to me as Mike walked out,it smelt like her,and I drifted off to sleep,awaiting the longest time of my life.

Raven's POV

Once I was through the door,they lead me to my room to "get settled".

I sat on my bed with my turtle and played with my bracelet. They had tryed to take my hoodie off to put me in my "uniform",but I wouldn't let them,I didn't plan on taking this off tell I got out.

"Raven,Dr.Sanders is ready to speak with you."I nice lady that had earlier introduced herself as Diana said.

I just nodded and follwed her,she just smiled at me as I had a death grip on my turtle.

She lead me to a room that said 'Dr.Sanders Office'.

She opened the door for me an gestured for me to go in. I obliged and stepped in.

A man sat behind a desk reading a file which I guessed was mine.

"Ah,Raven,please come in and have a seat,I was just reading your file." Called it.

I sat down and buried into Tony's hoodie,it smelt like him and it made me feel safe.

"My name is Dr.Sanders and I'm going to be your therapist here,alright?" He asked and I nodded.

"So your file was very diffrent from ones I've read. But can I ask you one question,Raven?" I mean you all ready have but whatever. I nodded.

"Why do you want die?" He asked seriously

"Why do you want to live?" I fired right back.

"Fair enough,well I'll see you later,you may leave." He said with a smile.

I nodded and walked out. Diana was there and lead me back to my room,telling me I could go to sleep if I wished. I nodded.

She shut my door as I layed down. I pulled the hood up on my hoodie and pulled the blanket up to my arms. I buried my head into the pillow and pulled my turtle closer.

I fiddled with my bracelet that Tony had an exact same one as. I took in a deep breath and inhaled Tony's smell.

I read off the bracelet and whispered,"Tell death do us part,Tone. Tell death." A tear fell down my face as I drifted off to sleep,all ready wanting my turtle back.

'Tell death do us part.' I thought.

A//N:
Bam! So it's been awhile for this book,and that's because of this chapter. I am ending this book here. If you think I should write a sequel please favorite and comment this chapter. This book got way bigger then I thought it would. So any ideas of what you think/want me to do I would really appreciate it. I love you all,and sorry about the chapter. Love you all,stay beautiful,Bye my stuffies!!!!!