A world of complications [ On Hold ]

A world of complications

September 10th 2013

Nina's Journal entry _

Its been an entire week of 11th grade so far and it feels as if my life has stopped altogether! The truth is planning on becoming a famous writer is more stressful than it looks; (Especially due to the fact I'm falling for two guys.)

  Long story short... one broke my heart yet I'm just seeming to get over him now, while the other guy *seems to have feelings for me yet he's mind boggling me! Mostly due to the fact that I can't ever realize if he really and truly likes me? Like what the f*ck do I really deserve this? Like both guys flirt with my best friends then come over to me and somehow always seem to make me swoon as if I just saw Taeyang or G-Dragon (due to my K-Pop obsession!)

  Like GRR guys are so complicated it's so unfair like SHEESH if only I knew one of them liked me... things would be so different.."Whoa!.. I just wrote like a paragraph" Nina thought to herself realizing that she was ranting on and on in her journal over some guys that messed with her feelings.

    'I'll write some more soon as for now I need some sleep. It's already 3am and I'll be locked out of class if im late!"

*Nina slowly falls asleep*

**BEEP,BEEP,BEEP**

Nina rolls out of bed and straight on the floor. "Shit why does it have to be another agitating school day? No one likes it there, its like Miami's city jail and I'm one of those (very "fortunate" as my mom would say) 500 kids who have to go..."

~Period 4 [ Art Class ] ~

Ms. LaCroue: "Ok class settle down now while I set you in groups of three's for this assignment.. oh and remember who ever is in your group won't matter in the end because you will be INDIVIDUALLY MARKED on this.

*as she starts assigning the groups I start to realize which two people will be in my group....*

Ms. LaCroue: Ian, Nina, and Carson you three will work together *in her preppy French accent I've hated for the past 3 years,*

"Oh awesome I have the best group!!" yells out Carson like the complete nimrod he was. "Really Carson! ha-ha you're too much" laughed Ian even though he was usually even quieter than I was?

   "Nina why aren't you partaking in the conversation with us? Don't you want to work with us? they both ask. So emotional and hurt by both of them... (especially from carson since he was the one who broke my heart [even though] we never dated) and I broke out crying, eyes covered by my arms, me slouched over the worktable crying! I was shocked, Ian and Carson were shocked and I think even my emotional system was shocked!

I run outside the class, Ian follows chasing after me; he's not the perfect in everything athletics dude like carson is but he's a soccer player and can run pretty fast but not fast enough to catch me I run into the girls washroom and the door slams.

   I rest my back on the door until I hear Ian and Carson talking; *carson obviously being the most athletic and smart guy in school ran to catch up with ian* , but then all of a sudden carson says I'll give you some time and leaves. Next thing I know Ian is opening the door, I'm trying to block him from opening it but he's to strong and pushes the door open.

    "GET OUT! I WANT TO BE ALONE! I yell at him "Nina calm down ok! Tell me what's wrong I'll listen to you I promise." Ian says and is shuffling closer to me "You wouldn't be able to understand Ian! therefor I won't tell you shit!"

Ian is now beside me, he smiles at me then puts his arm around me, "I'll always be here for you, and you can tell me anything..." I hug him and thank him, and he smiles his wonderful smile, "This means so much to me ian like I-I-I could just!" "Kiss me?" he asks "W-what? Oh um-no..." At that moment our eyes were locked we lean towards each other and then...