Khenjay's POV
I walked my way to a nearby mountain, the view being the sea that peacefully carved the moon's light across it.
I sighed, not actually expecting Lyndon to be like that. This was the first time he ever acted like that. Fuck his troublemaking friends.
He should've stopped hanging out with them.I just stared at the yachts, lights booming in every window, assuming that there is a party going on.
I smiled, remembering the first time Lyndon and I met. He was decent, unlike now. Tss!!"Blue," Someone's voice came from my back, his voice seemed cold and frightening.
"Hmm?" I hummed in response, seeing him sit next to me and also looking at the sea below.
"What was Lyndon to you?"
He asked, looked at me with cold eyes that froze the whole night sky. He seemed to be really angered by the earlier argument."He's--" I paused for a while. I actually hesitated in telling him the truth about the two of us. I was scared and at the same time nervous in a way that I couldn't even explain to myself.
I wasn't really proud of having Lyndon as a boyfriend. I mean, Lyndon's just the type of person to use you on stuff he couldn't do. And, I'm getting tired being his puppet.
I just looked away from him, bowing my head and picking up a flower from the grassy area of the mountain.
"Oh," he mumbled, his voice was regrettably defeated in expectation.
I creased my eyebrows, actually confused of why I unexpectedly felt like I was down after hearing his voice in that tone."He's... Your boyfriend?" He muttered, tone in somewhere belonging to a confused yet knowing tone. I was literally out of the zone, still utterly confused about the way I felt.
"I-I... I actually don't... I don't have a boyfriend,"
Fuck, Khenjay! Why did you have to lie?
Well, I mean, its not lying when your about to break up with your boyfriend right? But, still. I don't even know now."I--" He stopped himself from speaking, his mouth closed right after it was opened.
He inhaled deeply and exhaled. What was he about to say?
My heart began thumping, butterflies fluttered inside my stomach. Why was I feeling this way? Is this even normal?I hummed in questioning matter, yet he just shook his head and looked back at the front view that looked ever so beautiful.
"Why is your name Khenjay?" He asked.
"It's supposed to be a guy's name,"I laughed.
"My mother is Khendal and my father is Jaydon. Combining their names together makes Khenjay.""Oh, right." He nodded his head, his arms leaning behind him and supporting himself. He looks up, his orbs sparkles as with the stars above.
I laid my back on the grass and closed my eyes, seeing nothing but black and just wanted to rest from every little problem I had.
I began to drift off to sleep, not actually minding a beautiful voice that spoke next to me.Ruesse's POV
"I actually just wanna say," I paused for a while since I don't know why I didn't have the courage to just tell her the freaking truth. This is my first time feeling this emotion. My heart felt like it was being torn to pieces every time I see Lyndon and Blue together.
I couldn't explain why I have anxiety in telling her and even having doubted options because I don't want their relationship to be ruined."Bluesh--" She was peacefully sleeping next to me, her lips still in a curved smile. I silently stared at her sleeping state and couldn't even take my eyes off of her, like some kind of super glue pasted my eyes on her face.
She was-- beautiful.