Shattered mirrors? (Sarumi fanfic) [DISCONTINUED]

Feelings

Saruhiko's POV

    I miss him. I regret leaving. What did I do. Not did I just hurt him. I broke him. I left him not once but twice. He barely even goes out. He doesn't even eat. What do I do? Not knowing what to do I start moving. I walk to the apartment and knock on the door.

"Misaki..open up" I tried to say it calmly.

   I tried to call out for minutes. He didn't answer none of them. I turn the knob to find it was unlocked. I walked in and walked to the spot I saw him at. He wasn't there. I started to look around the apartment and stumbled upon his room.

   I walked in the room quietly. I open the door wider and see Misaki listening to music and his head down looking at pictures of our high school years.

"What...what are you doing here. Monkey..." He tried his best to say that like nothing ever happened. But his voice is shaky.

    I walked toward him not giving a damn about him trying to move away. I just went closer to see if he was okay. I grabbed his arm. And looked at it. The cuts were deep. Like nothing I have ever seen before.

"Did you make your decision? I-it's been weeks. Hav-" he didn't even finish his sentence and fainted.

   I caught him quickly before I checked his pulse. It was there but weak. He will wake up but in a few days. He needs his rest.

-Time skip-

Saruhiko's POV

    Misaki woke up after a week. He wasn't in the best condition but he was fine.

"Why are you still here?" He says calmly trying to avoid any eye contact.

I watched as he decided to lay back down on the bed and sleep. I got in the bed with him and we cuddled.

"!!!!!WHAT ARE YOU DOING??" He yelled into my ear his face burning.

"Trying to sleep." I whisper trying to ignore the fact that he yelled into my ear.

He turned back and went to sleep.

"I love you Misaki."

                                        "I love you to Saruhiko."