Excerpts From A Book Of Myself

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"She told him that she loved only him."

And when she said it, she meant it. But he didn't. He listened and nodded because he heard her, but never took it seriously. He seen it as a game. An easy way to break yet another heart. Nothing could ever bring her to find out he thought. I'll just keep playing her, making her think I love her until I tell her she meant nothing to me. He'd come home late every night and not speak to her for days on end unless he needed something from her.
"I love you baby, I'm serious-I really do."
Bullshit.
The only thing he loved was seeing her cry and to read the texts from her begging him to come back just so she could try to fix it.

All the arguments at 3 AM. All of the warnings her friends had given her... yet she still couldn't give him up even when her gut feeling told her too.

She loved that boy.

She loved only him.