What Hurts The Most

When It's Dark Out

Moonlight nights and hoodies. These were frequent in Jaxx's life. He loved being outside in the dark. It made him feel comfortable. Some good things happened to him at this time. But at night, when it was dark out, that's when he got hurt the most. Negativity is what hurt him the most, but there were shimmers of light in his life. These shimmers had names. The first few aren't worth mentioning, but these ones were special. The first was Natalie. They had been friends since freshman year and were always sorta close. It was sophomore year and Jaxx, of course was single. And at this time, so was Natalie. God she was beautiful. The way her hair so effortlessly flowed down her back and how her eyes gleamed in the sunlight. Yeah I guess you could say he had a crush on her for a while. But he never thought he had a chance. That was until one night. She told him that she had a dream that they were 'friends with benefits.'  Now a forewarning. This kind of stuff never happened to Jaxx. He had usually been the friend people came to about stuff like this, asking for advice. But this time, he was chosen. He had decided to go for it. He had flirted with her a little, which he hoped she had liked. He turns his best to look attractive  when sending her "pics." Everything was great. Everything. Until she found out about the other one.