What Hurts The Most

Closer

Most of girls Jaxx dated(as listed earlier) don't matter. We're here to talk about the ones that do. And one of them is Ella. Ella was one of Jaxx's good friends. See. The keyword is 'was.' Some major shit had gone down in the last year. Jaxx actually had his longest relationship with this girl. She was sweet, caring. He loved her, despite people telling him he could do better just because she was a bigger girl. He didn't care. He loved this girl. In fact, he loved her so much he gave her his virginity. That's right. He had sex with her. On multiple occasions. It wasn't the best, but it was good. They had an okay relationship. But once every so often, they fought. One fought brought about their first breakup. He told her he wasn't ready. And that pissed off his entire group of friends. They all told him not to hang out with them in the morning anymore. It hurt him. A lot. Him and Ella did get back together and everything was fine. But Jaxx had a small fear in his mind that if he did dump Ella, he'd lose all his friends forever. And forever is a long time.