Defining our feelings

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   Defining our feelings

Chapter 1

      "Lucas, I love you. You know I do but, what if my parents find out I'm fourteen and you're nineteen." I said out of breath after a heavy makeout session with Lucas.

"Don't worry about that now. I can't be without you." Lucas said kissing on my neck

I laid down getting real comfortable but, I had to stop because there were things that were really bothering me.
"What are we" I asked a little shy,ashamed and curious.
"What do you want to be"
" I don't want to be that girl who just a sex slave or just some touring girl that makes you feel free, when I have sex for the first time i want it to be special and I want it to be you but, if it's not then that's okay. But, let's stop now before I get too invested."

"Obviously I like you I mean you started off as a fan who I got close to after you won a FaceTime call and then you were there when me and Amber broke up. You really became my best friend and I know that I'm five years older than you but, does that really matter when your mind is so far developed beyond words. I be having these long and serious questions that you be making me seem like the fourteen year old. I like you Y/N and I don't care your mines and I'm yours. I don't care you are everything that I look for in a girl." Lucas said looking deep into yours eyes.

You started crying and you kissed him I mean truly kissed him. all those things he said you couldn't find words so you kissed so he knew how you felt about him.
All I truly knew was from this day forward, is that I was riding on a rollercoaster and I was down for the ride.

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