Why me????

Part 17

"There she is!" I heard Ben yell. "How many bags do u have I can destroy?" I asked. "As many as you want fighter." He said. "Good." Was all I said. I put my bag down and wrapped my knuckles. I can't use the gloves I'll brake those too.

30 minutes, 2 punching bags, and 5 Gatorades later

"I think I under estimated her." James said. "You think?" Ben and Jax said in unison. "Ok ok I did underestimate her." James said. Just then I sat down and started crying. "Oh s$&t!" All three of them yelled together. The first one by my side was James. "What's wrong baby girl?" He asked." I can't do it I have to change my name or something or we can move to the other side of the country, oh California would be nice don't u think?" I rambled. "No I already know when his court date is. If u want to see his @$$ in jail for an extended amount time u will be strong for me. I know u can baby girl. Plus you have to be strong for Aleeah. Ur her mom I can't raise her on my own. Why don't we go home you shower we have jax or ur dad keep Aleeah, and we go out to eat and go shopping? What do you think?"

Skip car ride and shower (sorry y'all I'm lazy)

I'm now standing at my closet looking for an outfit. Went to my drawers and grabbed a pair of coral skinny jeans, I grabbed a grey sweater and a floral scarf I grabbed my black boot wedges. I walked to my bathroom and put in a pair of peach colored rose earrings. ( picture at the beginning)

I walked down stairs and dad was holding Aleeah. I teared up a little because my mom would love her. But I didn't cry so I didn't mess up my makeup. "You ready baby?" James asked me. "Yeah let me go say bye to Aleeah." I said. "Hey dad, can I have her for a few minutes so I can say bye?" I asked dad. "Yes honey of course!" My dad said. I held her close. "Bye baby girl. Mommy will miss you. I'll make daddy get you something while we are out promises." I said. "Hey I can hear you!" James yelled from the bedroom. " oh by the way baby girl you look beautiful." James said as he came in the room. "Thank you James. Oh and thank you so much dad I owe you big time." I said " No problem sweetie just go have fun." I walked to the car in tow of James. He opened my door for me like a gentleman. I thanked him and we left to the restaurant.

After eating

James was acting weird. I didn't know why he would zone out and he would start to say something then say he forgot. "You know what let me just ask you for Christ sake." He finally said. "What?" Was the only thing I could say to that. Then he got down on one knee. I started to mentally freak out. "Jordan Faith Carter, I have loved you for so long I can't even tell you how long. When u were raped I thought I would loose you I can't do that I love you too much to loose you. I've asked you dad he's givin us his blessing and so have jax and Jacob (her other brother idk if I named him or not thanks) heck I even asked for Bens permission. Jordan Faith Carter will you do me the honor of becoming my wife?" He said and he pulled out a beautiful ring, yet I hadn't looked at it yet. "YES YES AND YES TIMES ONE MILLION!" I yelled. Now I looked at the ring it was gorgeous.

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A/N

So thanks everyone for reading I'm almost done I just need to publish and epilogue. I needed to finish this one so I could start my new one plus finish my others.
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