Undeniable

- I did write it better I think but it deleted itself. So everyone is now stuck with this prologue which I strongly dislike.-.- -  

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Prologue

I'm an enigma different from everything, everyone else. Deceit and lies what's the point. I am who I am and I'm different, too many people try being the same. Unique is spelt YOU-nique for a reason. It's not a group of people that are younique from anyone else it's an individual person. Create your own ambitions and dreams, that's what I have done. 

I don't want a mansion. I do not want fortune but I would appreciate it if I had it. I do not want to be human although the thought of being completely 'normal' does sound nice. I want love; giving love and being loved. Love is my ambition, with love my life would be perfect.

I like being different, no one can compare, I can then, and only then,  really see if someone actually accepts me, to see if that someone actually loves me for who I am, not what everyone wants me to be. I'm a water girl for crying out loud, wouldn't you like to be different? Being different and having those people look at you in envy. No one can be the same as a water girl, apart from the rest of us, but we are still different in our own way. No one can have a girl just like me, because there is no one like me.

People become selfish constantly just to have some self-benefits, what's the point in that. The hurt you give someone else just for that benefit, how does that make you feel good about yourself? You should feel ashamed. Pathetic. A disgrace. Just drown. 

Yes I felt this pain. The pain that I felt let down when he said we could only be friends. I guess it wasn't selfishness but it hurt.

They say happiness is. Priceless. To buy things makes us happy and that is expense, being miserable is priceless and so is being hurt. People constantly spend to impress people they think they deserve which they often don't and end up being hurt anyway. Waste of money and time. 

I spent money on the things that made me more confident, because if I was confident I thought he'd love me. So I couldn't say much. I knew he accepted me for who I was, he does to this day, that's how love should be.

After the let down of being encouraged and then destroyed, I assumed every guy wasn't worth my heart. But he wasn't a waste, he was worth all the money in the world and my heart. Could water people have hearts?

Okay maybe I get the point impressions. Why impress someone by the time you've done it they probably won't derserve you. The world just being full of lies and people being led on, feelings being led on. Emotion. Some people may not feel but I do. And I feel to the extremes.

But there is just a guy I can't say the same about. A different guy. The guy I hope to have. A guy I would give all my dreams to and put my life into. But could a water girl be with a human ? In that way ?

And so I sat and thought this to myself as every school day passed by, the opinions of people and how judgemental they were. But that's just how my mind is.