//Dark Side\\ (Anakin Skywalker X Reader)

//5// //Y/N and Anakin//

//Anakin//

My nightmares were getting worse. I knew no good could come if this. I had dreams about my mother, and she died. I had dreams about Padmé, and she died. And now I'm having dreams about Y/N... I hoped nothing bad would happen to her. I couldn't bear to lose her. Not like I lost Padmé. If she died...I don't think I would ever return to the light side of the Force. I'd be immersed in darkness.

I sat awake. I had to tell her. The weight on my chest was killing me, suffocating me. I had to tell her. I had to get the weight of my feelings off of my chest.

Then I thought about Padmé. Was she watching me, heartbroken? Would she hate me for moving on? I couldn't bear to hurt her. But still...

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~Three days later~

/Y/N/

Ani and I had been sent out on a mission together to find Chancellor Palpatine and arrest him. I was personally worried about Ani fighting his old Sith master. But I knew that Ani had grown since then, so I shook it off.

We soon arrived at the space station. We landed quietly and began to sneak through the halls. Ani suddenly pulled me into a small corridor.

"What?" I whispered.

"I need to talk to you."

"Again, what? What do you need?"

"Advice."

"Fine. Spill all of your issues."

"There's this girl..."

"I think I know where this is going."

"Yeah...and I was worried that Padmé wouldn't approve of me moving on."

"Ani, she loved you very much. She would want you to be happy."

"Still..."

"Ani, use your feelings. What to do they tell you? And anyways, Padmé was never jealous. She was always kind and was always understanding. She would understand."

"Are you sure?" He asked. The worry in his eyes had begun to disappear.

"I'm sure." I replied. "And in any case, who is this mystery girl?"

"I'm looking at her. " He smiled slightly and leaned forward. The moment his lips met mine, I shrank away. He stared at me, his eyes full of worry again. "What's wrong?"

"Ani...you know I love you...but I can't. We can't."

"Why?"

"Well, for one, we're both Jedi knights. Two, I remember what happened last time you fell in love. Your heart snapped in half and you went to the Dark Side. I love you Ani, I truly do, and for that reason, no."

"Y/N, please. I haven't felt this strongly about anyone, not even Padmé. Please don't make me suffer like this." The look of a sad puppy returned to his face. I sighed. "Fine. I can keep a secret. I don't like it, but I'll keep a secret. But only because I love you." I smiled. Ani leaned forwards and kissed me again. This time, I didn't pull away until we heard footsteps down the hall. We both took out our lightsabers and leapt out at the footsteps, which happened to be battle droids. I struck them down and ran down the hall, looking for Palpatine's office. Ani looked furious, like he was ready to get revenge on the person who persuaded him to almost kill his own best friend. Who was now something more...

Ani suddenly pulled me to the side again. "This again?"

"I'm sorry, but your lip balm tastes amazing." He kissed me again before pulling away and trying to analyze what flavor it was. "Strawberry?" He guessed.

"Raspberry."

"I was close."

"Oh shut up." I kissed him again.

(A/N the song above is the male version so if you're confused that's why)