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6 • ok, wow.

• ANASTASIA •
10:30 P.M, DAD'S HOUSE

"Mommy, I wanna go home."

Me and my mom was sitting on my bed and my head was in her lap as she stroked my hair.

"C'mon now, be supportive of your dad."

"He was never supportive of me." I gave her my 'da fuck' face.

She hit my head, "Aye now."

"I didn't even say it." I mumbled.

"But I know what it means little girl."

Madison needs to stop telling her stuff.

"He was supportive of you, Anastasia."

I sucked my teeth and sat up."Sending money doesn't count, mom."

She shook her head and looked off and I knew then that it was time to drop the entire subject. I just wish she'd stop pretending that this man didn't hurt her, hurt us.

• 6 years ago •
Anastasia and Madison's 12th Birthday.

"Where's daddy ma?" Me and Madison ran up to my mom with our clothes drenched. Our party was today and we had all our cousins and friends here to play in our new pool that our dad had installed in our backyard.

Mom looked down at us with a forced smile and rubbed our heads, "Uhm, he'll be here soon babies." She kissed our cheeks and told us to go back and play as she walked back inside the house. Madison was pulled away by one of her friends as I watched my mom go through the glass door.

She went to the counter and picked up her phone, dialing a few numbers and placing it to her ear. A tear went down her face and her mouth was wide, as if she was yelling at someone. I looked around and saw everybody playing, all the adults focused on the kids so nobody would hurt themselves.

I walked closer to the door and pushed it open just a little. Just enough to hear what was wrong with my momma.

"It's their birthday for fucks sake Lucas!" My mom yelled.

I flinched at her language and wanted to walk in and hug her.

"Don't come back to this damn house!" She screamed and threw the phone down on the tile floor. I flinched and let out a little scream.

My mom looked at me with her wet face, red eyes, and broken heart and walked closer to me.

"Oh my baby...I'm sorry." She squeezed me.

"Daddy isn't coming?" My voice broke at the last word.

She grabbed my face and shook her head.

"He's...busy."

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"How'd your dress fit?" My mom snapped me out my thoughts.

She was referring to my bridesmaid dress we went shopping for today. Right after I left the 'meeting', Brittney called telling me to meet her at this dress shop. Don't know why she had my number but okay.