how many times have I hurt your heart?
once or twice? I've lost the number
how many times have I made you cry?
I inflicted tears, I inflicted scars
dear me, look at her hereI did not mean any of this
but watching you bleed, I think twice
not once or twice, not one or twice
I hesitate to say I love you, you hesitate to say I hate you
I did not ask for this pain
I did not ask to give you it either
but watching you fall has hurt inside
I wish it would all stop...
I wish not to let you dieI am cancer.
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