Imperfection

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Shayi Pov 

Derrick in the MM ^^^^^

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Monday

Im in first period still trying to get over my weekend. Im sorta mad at my friends for letting me slip up. "Class welcome our new student Derrick" while everyone was greeting him i wasted no time in breaking down in my sit. Why ? Maybe because the guy i lost my virginity too is the same guy standing infornt pf the class right now "Derrick you can take a seat beside Shayi...Shayi raise your hand for derrick please" As if this wasn't embarrassing enough having the guy you just had sex with sitting beside you and you didn't even know his name until now. So i rose my hand and he smiled at me like something was funny as if he knew something i didn't. This is going to be long year.

While some people our up during their skits i feel someone tap me. When i turn my head to the right i see that guy derrick just grinning like i said something funny to him. " What do you want" i said slightly whispering not trying to be rude to people up performing. "I just wanted to say sorry about the whole thing that happened this weekend and i know now that complicates things fo-" not letting him finish i took no time in telling him how i felt
"Listen what happened it happened can't take it back i dont know you and you don't know me let's leave it that way okay" "ight baby boy fine by me" rolling my eyes at him and turning around i focus my attention to the front of the class.

Im pressed (mad) as fuck right now. You may ask why? Well first I've had every class today with derick expect Avid  thank "god" He just sits in every class and just stares at me and it scares me. Im seriously thinking about switching all my classes.

Finally i get home but as soon as i step one foot inside the door i was hit with a strong musky odor. It was a smell i knew all to well so right now my step dad is in my mom's house smoking. Im really convinced that he doesn't have a job but i guess that's none of my business right ? Im not the one dating a bum.

Im in bed laying down thinking about how am i going to spend my weekend , obviously im not going to kenny & alexis house so im guessing i can spend the weekend chilling and having time to myself. I like that some me time. After deciding what im going to do this weekend i turn my lamp off thats on my dresser and get ready for bed.

"Today we will be focusing on wether the unknown organism is a plant or a animal" this class is so boring im really the only person passing this class besides the latino kids. Im the only freshman in a class with basicly sophomore's and juniors. And yes im a freshman if you didnt know. You may also ask then why is he going to clubs at such a young age where are his parents? Well sorry to inform you that i also like to fuck it up sometime's like others kids it's just im a little too young to be fucking it up. Who care- "Pisssssst" my thoughts were interrupted by non other than Mr.Derick you guys and gals." Yes derrick" i said not looking at him" I was just wondering were you doing anything this weekend " " yep actually i was derrick and it didnt envolve doing anything with you " " why you always gotta shut me down its not like i did anything to you " I turn my head too quick at this dumb ass as if he forgot we just had sex no less than 3 to 4 days ago."clearly you dumb ass we had sex but from what im guessing you were too drunk to remember that huh? " " actually i wasn't drunk i remember everything from that night on the other hand you were drunk and quit frankly i remember yoj being the one drunk and off your shit. We never had sex i took you time my house so you wouldn't have to go home like that you practically begged me to sleep with you and the naked part I'll let you do the remembering part. So if it makes you feel any better we never fucked" after he said that you could clearly tell he was through with trying to talk to me and had finally took his attention off me for good. I was schoked at how much of a jack ass i was to him.

After that little mix up with Derrick all my classes flew by fast. But yet again i felt compelled to go apologies for being an idoit. As i was walking to gym i turn the corner and see derrick's arm wrapped around on of the shchools thots "Beverley" so instead of going up to him and apologizing im walking past his Fuckery. How you going to come try and ask me what im doimg this wekend , pop off on me, and then talk to a hoe in my face after i was about to apologize for being stupid. Fuck it im out .

The whole time im gym i was watching as him and that damn bever sat on the bleachers flirting.  Wanna know what i think i think he's doing all that crazy stuff to make me mad and make me wanna be with him. So since he wants to play games let the game's begin.

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Friday

So it's officially friday and my day off. So today I've taken the honor of letting it be my designated day off. What should i do on my day off ? Hmmmmm maybe beng watch my favorite show "Search party " if you dont know the show then your crazy and where have you been living?,we'll get into what the shows about but for now let's watch.

Now that I've finished watching tv. Maybe i could hit up Len to see if she wants to hang and walk around to neighborhood because this staying in the house i just can't. I need somebody to talk too and i think len might just be it.

"Hey len come outside im bored and need someone to hang with" "ight hold on let me put on my slides" i didnt even let her finish i hung up . Sorry but im in a rush to have a life.

"So are we just walking around ?" " yeah" as we were walking we decided to just go to the park and chill. As we walked by the playground i saw Derrick with some guys playing basketball. Looks like derricks pretty good he's even working up a sweat. Now that i really look at derrick he's actually pretty cute. I think i was starring for too long because he caught me staring and winked at me. Let me go before he have me in my feelings over here.

"Len you ready to go" "yeah i gotta go home and clean anyways" when i walk in the house i throw my shoes in the closet and just jump rite into the bed. "Shayi come here please! " ugh what does my mom want ? I can never get a break around here. Maybe if i change my name they'll stop calling me. "Yes mam " i asked waiting for her to speak but she looked at pissed. "What is this ? " she asked piercing my soul with those daggers she called eyes.

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