She Broke Me

She Broke Me - Chapter One

I loved her, I really loved her, so much that I could never stop thinking about her. Her smile, tears, laugh, craziness, everything. She was just so perfect. All I wanted was to be with her, give her all of my love, and show her a life out of the darkness.

It wasn't until the day she said something confusing that made me think there was a real chance of us happening. But I didn't hear her too well, leaving me to wonder, and have my imaginary world for a little while.

For the rest of the day, I thought about her, and her only, leaving all my classwork unfinished. It was driving me crazy! Not to mention my teachers thought I had finally lost it and went off the rails. I mean, we could've had a future together, but at the same time, I knew there was no chance of that happening.

I eventually made my way home to only receive a text from her. My heart started to flutter, and I wasn't sure on what to say.

<3 : Hey!!! Are you ok? You were just acting a little strange today.

Me : Hi. Yeah I'm fine, just a little tired from all the school work. What about you???

<3 : I'm going alright, I actually keep forgetting to do my work. We should go and watch a movie some time! That should help!

Me : Yeah, sounds good. Have to go now, mum's calling me. Byebye.

<3 : Alright, talk latter. BYE!

I couldn't breathe. She actually wanted to hang out... WITH ME! We hadn't had some time to get together and just do stuff, so this was exciting, really exciting.

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Then the truth came out. There was never going to be a chance for us. I just wasn't her 'type'. I should've known this, and deep down, I did. I just didn't want to believe it.

A few minutes earlier...

Ding!

"Huh, I wonder who that is?"

I had picked up my phone to see a message from one of my other friends, who at the time, was experiencing dating issues.

It was strange, the way she started the conversation. She was blunt and straight to the point:

:P : Who do you like?

I was in utter shock. Never had she asked me something like this, or anything personal for that matter. I didn't know how to respond. I didn't want to tell her, but I didn't want to lie either.

Me : You know her...

:P : Thought so...

God, sometimes I hated being friends with her; she was able to see straight through me as if I were glass.

:P : I really think you two would be cute together, and I'd fully support it... But, I don't want you to be lead on any more. I want you to have a life where you can love someone who loves you back...

Wait, what!? What was she saying? I started to feel anxious as I felt something inside of me turn abruptly.

:P : ...She doesn't exactly like the type of person you are. I got her to open up about 'that' kind of stuff and... Look, I'm so, so sorry.

In that moment, my heart was crushed. I didn't know what to do. My whole life had just been turned upside down. What are you supposed to do when you find out the person had been in love with for almost a year now, was never going to reciprocate your feelings...