Chapter 3

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We had the room in the back. It was so far that the hotel manager had to show us our way. Noam smirked at me the whole time. It was so hot. The hotel person was weird he just gave us the key and walked away. Noam unlocked the door, grabbed my hand and pushed me into the wall. Was I about to lose my virginity? I mean I am not ready. I'm not even legal to date him. I'm only 16.
He started grabbing my butt and I was having a good time so I jumped onto him. I mean nothing was getting too sexual. His tongue slipped into my mouth  and I started to suck on it. He placed me onto the bed and took off his shirt then laid on top of me and whispered "This sex is going to be amazing."
I stopped. Just stopped. I rolled both of us over so I was on top of him. And I just said it. It was like word vomit.
Me: I'm a virgin and I'm not ready!
Noam: Oh.. Haha I didn't know.
Me: Yeah... but I do like you and I would like to get there one day but right now isn't right.

Ew I sounded so lame. Who doesn't want sex?

Noam: Look, I have never felt this way before
Me: What do you mean?..
Noam: I have never felt a connection so strong with another girl. And if you don't like me I am going after you and I won't give up.
Me: But we just met
Noam: Haha, I know.

We kinda just made out sit the next 5 hours and we slept together but nothing happened. Thankfully. I wasn't ready but then I thought... I want to do something. Not sex but very close. I had the idea. I can't wait to show him what I've got.

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