*two weeks later*
*Ashley's POV*
This is the day, the day I've been dreading for awhile now its the day Vic had to leave me with the kids for 5 months. I woke up and ran to the bathroom and you can guess what happend its because I'm scared I m scared that I can't take care of them on my own
Went back to the bedroom and slid down the wall and started to shake shit I was having a panic attack I started crying when I pulled my knees to my chest and sobbed harder when I felt someone pull me into their lap it was vic he softly sang to me and rubbed my back which caused me to calm down a bit
I look up at him "Im scared Vic I'm really scared" I berried my face in his chest "scared of what baby" " of taking care of the kids by my self" he loomed at me funny "you can have jess or grace come over to keep you company and to help you if you need it tryst me these 5 months will go by fast I promise" I felt a little better and got up to clean my face and what do you know I threw up again
I changed and brushed my teeth and went downstairs and made me some breakfast while Vic was up packing then the door bell rang "ITS PROBABLY THE GUYS" Vic yelled from up stares "OKAYYY" I yelled back and went to awnsre the door it was Jaime and grace and mike and grace and tony with and girl that's about as tall as me with an BMTH hoodie and red skinnys and red convers she was pretty
"Hey guys!" I greeted them with a smile and each with a hug "so tony who's the girl" jaime said wiggiling hie eye brows up and down causing them both to giggle and blush "oh so this is my girlfriend donnie" "HIIIIII" we all greeted her "donnie this is Ashley Vic's girlfriend Jaime our baisest his girlfriend Jessica mike our drummer and his girlfriend Gracie" each of us waved as he motioned to us
"Hey where's Vic?" A very curious jaime asked "he's up stares packing" he noded in understanding "VVVIIICCCCCCKKKKKEEEYYYYY" I yelled "WHATTTYYYYYY" he yelled beck "COME HEREE" I also yelled "ookkaayyy" he groned a few minutes later Vic came walking down With his luggage in hand and he sat I t down at the bottom of the stares
"Hey Vic this is my girlfriend Donnie, Donnie this is our dead singer Vic" she smiled "nice to meet you Donnie" he extended his hand out to shake she accepted "nice to meet you to" she replied softly
The babys started crying indacateing that they were hungry I go to the kitchen and make there bottles "hey Vic can you help me?" I asked "yeah bebe" so we walked up stares and he decided to take care of Leah and i got Luke they both sucked down there bottle's so then we had to change there dipers after that they fell asleep soundly
"VIC THE BUS IS HERE" tony yelled "OK, I'm sorry baby but I have to go" he told me I hugged him tightly and started to tear up "sh baby I have something for you" I looked up and whipped my eyes when Vic cane back and handed me a tiy-dye hooie "here this is my favorite hoodie I want you the use it while I'm gone" I half-smiled and kissed him and walked down the stares together
When we got to the end I gave him one last hug and pashonit kiss and the took his stuff and got on the bus all four of us girls were crying so we decided to order pizza and watch Netflix and have a girls night
We just finished watching the American horrer story seasons and jess fell asleep on my lap grace fell asleep on the floor and Donnie fell asleep on the couch I was the only one awake so I decided to check on my little beans
So I move Jessie's head softly so I don't wake her up and tip-toe up the stares I walk into the baby's room to luke awake but leah was not moveing I thought she was just sleeping but I picked her up and she didn't budge I felt a knot in my stomach as I tried to find her puls I screamed then the next thing I knew all 3 of the girls were running up here.
"What's wrong?!?!" Jess asked "she-shes not m-moving she berrily has a puls" I sop harder "SOMEONE CALL 9-1-1" jess yelled and so grace called them next thing I knew the paramedics took her away and said to come with them
What will I tell Vic he's on tour I can't make him drop everything and I don't want him to worry idk what to do
A/N hey guys I dedicat this to my best friend EmmilyRiley she gave me the idea for this I recommend you go read her stuff its amazing
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Teenfikce17 year old Ashley grew up with an drunken abusive and drugged out family while at school she was bullied but what happens when she runs away meeting her new friend Jessica and gets tickets and back stage passes to her favorite band pierce the veil...
